Venting I'm tired of a life of just pain and sorrow and fiending to recreate some semblance of happiness with drugs

[KillingPain267]

I have no natural happiness or contentment. I don't even know what that feels like anymore. The best I have is feeling nothing at all. Drugs help but it's becoming stressing to acquire them and do them in secret without being found out and shamed. I'm tired.

 

[Nightfoot]

Drugs also lead needing more and more to get the same effect, and increased risk of incarceration. Street drugs are also notorious for having other things in them. Sorry you're going through such a hard time.