Venting I'm terrified of living a few more years.

[Gstreater]

I hate the thought of making it to 30 or even approaching 30. It actually terrifies me, I'm not sure why it does but it scares me more than dying or being gravely injured at this point.

 

[monolog]

I experienced the same when I was approaching 20s, so I don't care about numbers, I know for sure that life gonna suck the same, or a little bit less, but not significantly

 

[cme-dme]

When I was like 12 or 13 I didn't think I'd live to be 20 and uhhh here I am :/ I'm scared of it too. I'm only 20 and I am experiencing physical pains that weren't there before. Even if it is just a slight discomfort, I know it'll be worse by the time I am 30 and I don't want any part of that.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Yeah, age milestones can feel daunting for some reason. I'm much older than that at 45. I remember 28 being bad for me though. Regardless of being a particular age, I also can't bear the thought of being here much longer. Not so much in just being alive but, having to go through all the work and domestic crap on the horizon to keep me alive.