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lightturquoise

Member
Jun 23, 2024
14
for the last year ive been dilly dallying about killing myself and I thought id decide once the date is super close. but today Im sure. the people I love most in the world told me it was a mistake they ever met me. my mom told me I shouldn't have come home for the summer. my dad asked me to never talk to him again. I'm sitting in a park rn looking at people celebrating and I'm thinking of the fastest way to end things. i have no materials for the method I chose and now I'm stuck. i thought I still had two months to mend things and leave with everything in order but I just can not. i have realized its not possible for me to fix things with people who are not ready to listen. I'm trying to be done with life asap but I don't know how. i need to wait at least a month because ill be going back to college then and i'd rather kms in my college dorm where I know no one will find me till its too late.
 
sugarb

sugarb

thief of silent dreams
Jun 14, 2024
795
for the last year ive been dilly dallying about killing myself and I thought id decide once the date is super close. but today Im sure. the people I love most in the world told me it was a mistake they ever met me. my mom told me I shouldn't have come home for the summer. my dad asked me to never talk to him again. I'm sitting in a park rn looking at people celebrating and I'm thinking of the fastest way to end things. i have no materials for the method I chose and now I'm stuck. i thought I still had two months to mend things and leave with everything in order but I just can not. i have realized its not possible for me to fix things with people who are not ready to listen. I'm trying to be done with life asap but I don't know how. i need to wait at least a month because ill be going back to college then and i'd rather kms in my college dorm where I know no one will find me till its too late.
Good luck.
 

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