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I will face my fate.
Jun 16, 2024
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The three people I relied on to help me through things are all going to be leaving soon. Things have steadily gotten worse as the year has gone on. I don't have anyone else I can trust with things.

I wish I could be stronger. I hate that I'm like this. I feel like I don't have a choice anymore. I can't deal with things for much longer. I feel awful about how this could affect people.

I'm so fucking screwed.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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That sounds awful but do they leave in the context of CTB? How do u depend on them? If I may ask that.
 
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I will face my fate.
Jun 16, 2024
730
That sounds awful but do they leave in the context of CTB? How do u depend on them? If I may ask that.
No, they're just moving for work reasons. I depend on them because they make me feel better when I'm around them. Sometimes I talk to them about things too.
 
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