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Life_and_Death

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does anyone ever feel ok but not all at the same time? idk i cant explain it......
 
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Yea I think I get that, it's definitely a little anxiety inducing for me. It often makes me think I'm just making everything up and don't actually ever feel depressed. Or maybe I don't get it all. As you said it's hard to explain. Hope what you're feeling is not giving you anxiety ❤️
 
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Yea I think I get that, it's definitely a little anxiety inducing for me. It often makes me think I'm just making everything up and don't actually ever feel depressed. Or maybe I don't get it all. As you said it's hard to explain. Hope what you're feeling is not giving you anxiety ❤
no for me thats a different feeling. but yeah i understand that one too.

this is like theres a mental problem thats making me feel physically wrong and sick but im not sure what is wrong. its like i feel bad for no reason
 
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Is it because you're used to feeling bad? Like a ghost bad feeling?
 
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Is it because you're used to feeling bad? Like a ghost bad feeling?
i think thats been more of my general feeling lately as i have been "better" but not 100%, thanks for putting words to that btw :) .

no this is more spontaneous. like something really small happened and now i dont want to socialize, just kinda curl up away from everything.

it covers like a blanket but like an over weighted one, its really really heavy
i just feel so blah i dont feel like smoken up or drinking
 
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i think thats been more of my general feeling lately as i have been "better" but not 100%, thanks for putting words to that btw :) .

no this is more spontaneous. like something really small happened and now i dont want to socialize, just kinda curl up away from everything.

it covers like a blanket but like an over weighted one, its really really heavy
i just feel so blah i dont feel like smoken up or drinking
Ugh sorry you're feeling that. I've been there and it's crummy. Maybe it's okay to give in to the desire to curl away? I know that might not be possible depending on your situation but sometimes just letting myself do that and feel okay doing that can help. Sometimes I can also force myself to do something little but sometimes that just makes it worse. If you think of anything that gives you even a little excitement or interest, I hope it gives you some distraction for a bit.
 
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Ugh sorry you're feeling that. I've been there and it's crummy. Maybe it's okay to give in to the desire to curl away? I know that might not be possible depending on your situation but sometimes just letting myself do that and feel okay doing that can help. Sometimes I can also force myself to do something little but sometimes that just makes it worse. If you think of anything that gives you even a little excitement or interest, I hope it gives you some distraction for a bit.
thanks :heart: :hug: im sure it will pass, it always does. it just sucks while its here. thank you for listening :heart::hug:
 
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Yes. I seem to exist in a permanent state of emotional superposition.
 
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Yes, I do feel okayish and wonder what I am even depressed about and then a few reasons pop up and make miserable again - for a short while until I snap out of it again. I'm in constant emotional waves.
 
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