Help Im not even sure whats wrong with me

[Rustysoupcan]

I just dont care about people. I'm not interested in their lives or listening to what they have to say. I'm not like simply rude, I'll sit there and pretend I care, but I dont. I dont have any friends or any interest making friends. The only person I care about is my S.O and maybe my parents. I feel like this goes past normal introversion or social anxiety, but maybe not. I do have some social anxiety but I can still easily function in life.

Maybe its actually nothing, that that I just am a rude person, or whatever. But I've just always felt like I dont belong and that Im different from others and I've never know exactly why.

 

[Rayzieka]

I don't think this is unusual. I think its just caused by hearing too much nonsense and you can't get yourself emotionally invested in things that don't affect you all the time.

 

[WornOutLife]

You're not rude. You're just being honest and guess what? People also pretend to care about us when they don't actually give a damn about us lol.
For instance, they force us to live and deep down in their hearts, they just do it so that society can see "what good persons" they are.

 

[FuneralCry]

I relate to this. I find other people exhausting personally and I generally feel disconnected from them. Much of what they do has no interest to me. This is simply just my personality, I don't see anything wrong with being like this.

 

[The Lonely]

I just dont care about people. I'm not interested in their lives or listening to what they have to say. I'm not like simply rude, I'll sit there and pretend I care, but I dont. I dont have any friends or any interest making friends. The only person I care about is my S.O and maybe my parents. I feel like this goes past normal introversion or social anxiety, but maybe not. I do have some social anxiety but I can still easily function in life.

Maybe its actually nothing, that that I just am a rude person, or whatever. But I've just always felt like I dont belong and that Im different from others and I've never know exactly why.

Se: if you are different you and you Know; you may find more about this.
For example: If you have trouble about getting Interested about other's stuff because you're doing something else, or if somehow you just can't catch up with them. Or if you can't see joy in their jokes, can't find Joy in their activities and prefer to be alone...
As years will pass the difference may grow. So If there's something different about you, keep tracking those differences.
The "fun" thing is that as we think we are different, people around us already knows it!
Got it?
So be aware and find others!