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sohopelessandempty

sohopelessandempty

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
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About to sleep but I just want to be comforted(as always lol) hopefully I'll wake up to some sweet replies? I just want it all to go away, I don't know how to make it go away. I can't tell my doctor(or anyone in my personal life)how bad things have really been, for several reasons, I'm sure you guys understand. But I just needed to tell people I guess, without the consequences that usually come with that. It's really unbearable. I'm so tired of this pain :(
 
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owo

owo

hi
Nov 7, 2024
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But I just needed to tell people I guess, without the consequences that usually come with that. It's really unbearable. I'm so tired of this pain :(
bring it on

i really care

despire on 0 faith in humanity i wish bring some
 
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sohopelessandempty

sohopelessandempty

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
355
bring it on

i really care

despire on 0 faith in humanity i wish bring some
Thank you, it's really sweet of you to care. I've had such a rough morning. I hope yours hasn't been as bad.
 
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sohopelessandempty

sohopelessandempty

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
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so could you share that?
My morning that day? I don't really want to think about that right now, today has caused bigger issues. I think I should just die already
 
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etherealgoddess

etherealgoddess

perseverance is inevitable success
Dec 8, 2022
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About to sleep but I just want to be comforted(as always lol) hopefully I'll wake up to some sweet replies? I just want it all to go away, I don't know how to make it go away. I can't tell my doctor(or anyone in my personal life)how bad things have really been, for several reasons, I'm sure you guys understand. But I just needed to tell people I guess, without the consequences that usually come with that. It's really unbearable. I'm so tired of this pain :(
It's genuinely so depressing that we cannot talk about suicide anywhere. Thank God this site exists without people constantly saying, "Call this number," and go to therapy. Eyeroll. And all the people suffering are worried that they'll be stuck in a psych ward. Writing down suicide methods won't increase the chance of suicide. If they were going to suicide, they would have found a way anyway. 55% was gunshots. 28% is suffocation. You don't need to go on a suicide website to learn these methods. They are obvious AF. The rest is basically poisoning. This site wouldn't be the biggest threat. I also think most people would avert from actively encouraging it because it's frankly illegal. But it helps so many of us to feel supported. Ugh.

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sohopelessandempty

sohopelessandempty

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
355
It's genuinely so depressing that we cannot talk about suicide anywhere. Thank God this site exists without people constantly saying, "Call this number," and go to therapy. Eyeroll. And all the people suffering are worried that they'll be stuck in a psych ward. Writing down suicide methods won't increase the chance of suicide. If they were going to suicide, they would have found a way anyway. 55% was gunshots. 28% is suffocation. You don't need to go on a suicide website to learn these methods. They are obvious AF. The rest is basically poisoning. This site wouldn't be the biggest threat. I also think most people would avert from actively encouraging it because it's frankly illegal. But it helps so many of us to feel supported. Ugh.

Hugs hugs hugs I care about you I am sorry that we are all in this pit of pain and despair
Right, I hate the way society treats this stuff. It's sad how many people are in pain but I am also glad this place exists. Maybe some of us will recover, maybe we won't, regardless it's best not to go through these things alone.
 

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