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sickgirlzis

sickgirlzis

the most optimistic pessimist
Apr 17, 2024
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i just wanna preface by saying that im okay. im in a shelter for the time being. at the least, im not around an abusive person anymore.

i feel so lonely. i moved to one of the biggest cities in the world, but im homeless, I dont know anyone, i worry about food and finding an apartment, and i just feel hopeless and depressed. not only that, but i feel myself becoming extremely bitter and angry at anything and everything. i thought my depression would go away after getting away from someone who sexually assaulted me, but i still have nightmares about them and have to hear about how my mother sympathizes with him. i wish i could kill myself now
 
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Sergeant45

Sergeant45

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Jun 11, 2025
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i just wanna preface by saying that im okay. im in a shelter for the time being. at the least, im not around an abusive person anymore.

That's already a very good start.... I am sorry for you. May you find peace and justice either way you go one day. I don't know what to say, but I agree to the last sentence you've said above.

I hope you find a safe place to stay very soon!!! Very nice avi, too. Be safe.
 
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lost_one

lost_one

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Nov 3, 2024
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"...extremely bitter and angry at anything and everything"

Very relatable and understandable.

I am really sorry for everything you are going through, and I want to say things will get better, but we don't know the future, but I hope they do for you.


Good Luck OP.
 
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TBONTB

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May 31, 2025
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Glad you got away and I'm also hoping you can start your path to a safe place to stay.


Please check in here so we can hear how you are doing.
 
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sickgirlzis

sickgirlzis

the most optimistic pessimist
Apr 17, 2024
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Glad you got away and I'm also hoping you can start your path to a safe place to stay.


Please check in here so we can hear how you are doing.
ill probably be posting more often. even though things got better theyre also worse. until i get friends, ill probably be venting out my situation to sasu for now :) things really arent that bad, but these past few days really got to me.
 
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