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2disapearcompletely

2disapearcompletely

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Aug 24, 2025
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i cant stop sobbing and imagining my own suicide i cant help but break into tears when i'm about to do it but i back off
 
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merlinscries

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Nov 16, 2025
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I went through a similar process when I realized the extent of my disabilities. I can relate, I suppose.
 
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happy2die

happy2die

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Nov 5, 2025
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me too Ive had suicidal ideation for 6 years at least and I still got back and forth between being excited and bawling my eyes out
 
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deeprootdisease

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Nov 15, 2025
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i keep imagining the grieving of my friends and family and i grieve my own death with them in my head
 
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