I'm going to kill myself in exactly 2 years

[justletmedieplease]

That's it. I've finally decided on a deadline. I have a ton of problems to solve until then but I don't care. Whatever happens, happens lol. I need to get into university, otherwise, my life will go to shit and become absolutely worthless. I have so much trauma that I will never be free of. I randomly break at any given point of the day and start crying my eyes out. It's what I do every single day pretty much. I was diagnosed with two mental illnesses (which I do not wish to name) so you can imagine how life is going for me. Excuse my incoherent speech, this is just a very messy last letter I guess. It's kind of funny how easy it is to have your future ruined.

 

[sadworld]

I'm sorry. I hope everything works out for you. 2 Years is a lot of time, maybe things will get better...

 

[Nymph]

That's a very long time, don't stress it if you don't feel like ctbing on the exact date. I feel like setting up exact dates is only more prone to failure than if you just go with the flow

 

[WornOutLife]

Woah! That's a really long-term goal! Gratz! I hope you can achieve what you expect.
In my case, my death date was January, 21st but I won't be able to leave (yet)....
Gotta deal with lots of stuff!

Anyway, wish you the best, pal :)

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Can relate to setting such a seemingly far off deadline. Good luck whatever happens!

 

[140 bpm]

So why you exactly need to get into university then? If you have 2 years left, I don't think it's a rational time use. Bunch of other things can be more exciting. Give it a shot. If you have tons of problems to solve, why you want get even more...