Venting I'm going insane

[Trisolaris]

I don't know what to do anymore. Every day I wake up at 3-4AM with overwhelming anxiety and I squirm in bed until 6AM. I can barely get things done at work and the projects keep stacking up. I'm afraid I'll get fired. I can barely eat. Every day I come home and try to hang myself and just can't do it. I feel like I'm losing my mind. I want to die so bad.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I'm sorry for all your suffering. Maybe a doctor can prescribe something for your anxiety and sleep.

 

[Glaski]

Every day I wake up at 3-4AM with overwhelming anxiety and I squirm in bed until 6AM.

I used to and still do the same thing. It's 330 am now and it just happened to me. It has literally helped destroy my life. The only thing that seems to help is marijuana, get high enough and I don't have the attention span to be anxious.

 

[ChristopherWalken]

Do you have PTSD? You could try microdosing lsd or shrooms. Or maybe just take a break or leave of absence from work and go see a therapist.

 

[JustHeckinKillMe]

Same here