I'm glad that we'll all die no matter what

[tiltedcompass]

Just a silly thought that relieves my pain a bit.
Even if I'm too much of a coward to actually go ahead and ctb (at least for now), something else will take me eventually. Well, whatever happens to me later might be a lot worse than dying on the spot, but knowing that this suffering will end sooner or later makes me feel at ease.

Yes, it's scary to think about death since it's permanent and all of that, but the trade-off is pretty much worth it. Not feeling anything at all is much better than only feeling mental anguish and stress.

 

[somewhatdeadly]

life is so damaging thought of living until the age of 80 only makes me want to kill myself more

 

[Abyss Dweller]

This sometimes calms me as well when my brain goes into overdrive.

It's final and it feels like nothing mattered. It goes hand in hand with some nihilistic belief system.
My thoughts are like 'Well it doesn't matter what I did do or what I didn't do, it doesn't matter how it seems everyone else had life figured out or had a happy life we are all going to the same place. Not even your 'legacy' will matter because you won't know about it."

 

[polm]

Oh yes the thoughts that bring me great comfort

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Yeah we all will die but before The relief Of Non-existence forever, they can torture me for decades. I dont want to suffer even 1 second of unbearable pain

One of the scary things is I want to die now but they can me keep alive against my desires once i get old , keep Me In a nursing home immobile , kept alive from ages 60 to 100 suffering in excruciating unbearable pain every second for 40 years, or 50 from 50 to 100.

All it would take is a shot of morphine or fentanyl which would cost at most a few $100 dollars and I'd be dead . Instead they would rather keep me and others alive costing millions of dollars torturing me for decades. This is a clue to how Evil this world Is.

How is that logical ? I worked in a nursing home. Some were begging to be killed. But they made that a crime

I didn't ask to be brought into this hell

How many people if given a choice. 1 . A drink of 15 grams of Nembutal today or 2. 40 years of Torture in a nursing home. You die either way in any possible timeline u die we all do.

With nembutal i only skip 40 years of Torture

Id take the Nembutal today

Non-existence forever is the ultimate bliss

I didn't ask to be brought into this hell. I would never want to exist or live under any circumstances