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graysme

graysme

Member
Aug 31, 2024
32
Lately I've picked up this weird pattern:

  • I meet someone
  • They say or do something that makes me fucking disgusted
  • I pretend like I've heard nothing, but in my head I start thinking about them as fucking stupid
  • My way of acting with them becomes as fake as a relationship between colleagues at work
I just can't understand why humans must hate each other so much, and always try to force their ideas upon the others. Then they try to normalize some horrible shit they do to feel better about themselves.

I'm genuinely scared of people, and at this pace, I'd rather die alone than be with anyone at all. One of the reasons I want to go is the malice that controls and powers this world. Humans mostly seem driven by selfish and meaningless desires, and they're willing to do anything, even fucking others up, to get what they want. The human soul is rotten at its core, I hate being part of this awful species.
 
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steel-and-glass

steel-and-glass

Binary Suffering
Feb 5, 2025
24
Humans are absolutely disgusting. Glass feels like they deserve a chance, but I personally think there is no more vile creature in existance.

Steel
 
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JesiBel

JesiBel

protoTYPE:4rp14
Dec 5, 2024
720
Well this place is full of humans too lol

Maybe you hate how society/rules/governments/certain behaviors corrupt each person..
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,446
Well this place is full of humans too lol

Maybe you hate how society/rules/governments/certain behaviors corrupt each person..
i agree with your post.

but also what if all on this site had to live and or work in the same place seeing each other all the time having to deal with each other? this site and the internet provide anonymity , distance , and rules to stop harrassment , work place politics, clicques bullying you, sscams, grooming, attacks , rape, blackmail, bad bullying, lies spread about you ( yes even here some of these things could happen but in person when you can't just logg off or quit the site to escape these are many times worse

also writing provides a way to form better more exact thoughts instead of the imo scrambled scattered thoughts of a human brain that would be diifferent talking and behaving in person in real time.
 
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L_n

L_n

nightsies besties
Feb 8, 2025
17
Lately I've picked up this weird pattern:

  • I meet someone
  • They say or do something that makes me fucking disgusted
  • I pretend like I've heard nothing, but in my head I start thinking about them as fucking stupid
  • My way of acting with them becomes as fake as a relationship between colleagues at work
I just can't understand why humans must hate each other so much, and always try to force their ideas upon the others. Then they try to normalize some horrible shit they do to feel better about themselves.

I'm genuinely scared of people, and at this pace, I'd rather die alone than be with anyone at all. One of the reasons I want to go is the malice that controls and powers this world. Humans mostly seem driven by selfish and meaningless desires, and they're willing to do anything, even fucking others up, to get what they want. The human soul is rotten at its core, I hate being part of this awful species.
yup. unfortunately, every creature in the animal kingdom is just as selfish. humans, despite how nasty they can be, are the most affective-empathetic creatures. maybe it's life as a whole.
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

Sleepy.
Feb 28, 2023
1,407
Yes, don't forget we live in reality which entails natural selection, survival of the fittest, greed, resource contention, and worst of all, people who think it's moral to abuse others. I don't know why but most people act like psychopaths.
 
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Timelapse

Timelapse

Well, time can heal, but this won't.
Nov 3, 2023
102
And thats why I stay home 22/7 folks

2 hours on my balcony smoking throughout the day... if it wasnt for my darn furballs of love id smoke inside.

Yet I still managed to be bothered from my balcony from time to time..
 
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Languish

Languish

A Flower of Flesh and Blood
Feb 7, 2025
127
Ah, the life of a misanthrope. People are cruel. Society does not have a place for everyone in it, it ousts the strange, and does not accept those who simply struggle to fit in.

Mob mentality exacerbates struggle. Hate intensifies, like a disease spread from one to another. People will always disappoint. Human beings are fundamentally broken, flawed creatures. We ruin everything we touch.
 
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JesiBel

JesiBel

protoTYPE:4rp14
Dec 5, 2024
720
i agree with your post.

but also what if all on this site had to live and or work in the same place seeing each other all the time having to deal with each other? this site and the internet provide anonymity , distance , and rules to stop harrassment , work place politics, clicques bullying you, sscams, grooming, attacks , rape, blackmail, bad bullying, lies spread about you ( yes even here some of these things could happen but in person when you can't just logg off or quit the site to escape these are many times worse

also writing provides a way to form better more exact thoughts instead of the imo scrambled scattered thoughts of a human brain that would be diifferent talking and behaving in person in real time.
Maybe living in the jungle is better, right? Animals and other beings are really pure and kind... think twice.

I am human, I am as full of flaws as everyone else. No one will ever seem perfect to us, not even ourselves. You cannot "survive" by being alone or in a glass sphere separated from the rest. You will always find "good" and "bad" people, it doesn't mean that everyone is rotten and evil or some kind of "monsters".

There are criminals, scammers, charlatans, abusers... there are also honest, good-hearted, kind and empathetic people.

Perhaps our sorrows and sufferings are due to truly harmful people. Who are not the whole of humanity.
 
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seekingnothingness

Member
Dec 12, 2024
15
Same but kinda the opposite. I usually don't dislike, or at least hate, random people I meet. But I feel the vast majority of pain is inflicted by humans to humans for no reason. Humans are insane out of control chimps at the edge of the universe making life hell for each other. Not allowing people to suicide peacefully being a prime example.
 
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livingonlytodie

livingonlytodie

love’s not dead
Dec 9, 2024
103
Lately I've picked up this weird pattern:

  • I meet someone
  • They say or do something that makes me fucking disgusted
  • I pretend like I've heard nothing, but in my head I start thinking about them as fucking stupid
  • My way of acting with them becomes as fake as a relationship between colleagues at work
I just can't understand why humans must hate each other so much, and always try to force their ideas upon the others. Then they try to normalize some horrible shit they do to feel better about themselves.

I'm genuinely scared of people, and at this pace, I'd rather die alone than be with anyone at all. One of the reasons I want to go is the malice that controls and powers this world. Humans mostly seem driven by selfish and meaningless desires, and they're willing to do anything, even fucking others up, to get what they want. The human soul is rotten at its core, I hate being part of this awful species.
I agree with this 100% & lately it seems to be EVERYONE I come across. How fucking hard is it to just be kind?
 
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Kassender

Kassender

Experienced
Aug 29, 2018
251
Same.

I just went through this too.

It seems we re reverting to our lowest and empathy doesn´t exist anymore.
"How will this guy feel if i act like that?"

apparently it´s hard concept for most humans
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,625
human beings are a horrible species just like apes you can't trust any of them in this forsaken hellhole
 
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Gustav Hartmann

Gustav Hartmann

Enlightened
Aug 28, 2021
1,087
I have read, that loneliness is one of the problems of a modern mass society. This kind of environment seems to fit perfect to the OP. You can live from the welfare state, reduce all contacts to electronic ones and never have to leave your home.
 
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greebo6

Enlightened
Sep 11, 2020
1,671
We are the worst species on the planet.
 
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