Venting I'm doing it tonight, both sad and happy

[NoIdeaAtAll]

I have prepared everything for tonight, clean out my room, prepare my note, charcoal, some pills and a little book. This is not the first time I've done it but hopefully it will be the last...
When I tried to CTB last time, I felt extremely sad and angry at everything and everyone, but today somehow it's different. Walking around my workplace and look at those Christmas decoration brings a tiny bit of sadness some where deep inside.
But what I am feeling the most now is hope and happy. Hope that my bus will come tonight and I am happy to be taken away...

 

[allym101]

I hope you find your peace, best of luck

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I wish you peace.

 

[x~Sophia~x]

Safe journey, sleep tight.

 

[Disappointered]

May the force be with you. Wishing you eternal peace.

 

[Meditation guide]

I have prepared everything for tonight, clean out my room, prepare my note, charcoal, some pills and a little book. This is not the first time I've done it but hopefully it will be the last...
When I tried to CTB last time, I felt extremely sad and angry at everything and everyone, but today somehow it's different. Walking around my workplace and look at those Christmas decoration brings a tiny bit of sadness some where deep inside.
But what I am feeling the most now is hope and happy. Hope that my bus will come tonight and I am happy to be taken away...

I hope everything goes as you want it to and you find peace love and joy.

 

[LastFlowers]

I relate to what you have said, I hope your suffering ends as quickly and peacefully as possible.

 

[RedRed]

Safe journey and good luck fam! :')
I hope my bus will come soon.

 

[Ghost2211]

I hope you find peace and relief.

 

[woxihuanni]

Fair winds and eternal peace

 

[whywere]

Fast and safe journey. Eternal love to you.

 

[antigone_iris]

Sending lots of love

 

[fearmenot]

I hope you you find what you're looking fot

 

[Silvermorning]

Reserve a place for me near the bar. See you at the bus stop.

 

[greebo6]

Have an easy journey and find peace.

 

[Pho3nix]

Hope there's no pain. Safe travels and may you find peace.

 

[Lilacmoon]

Good luck. Swift and peaceful travels to you.

 

[BEAUTIFULdisaster14]

I have prepared everything for tonight, clean out my room, prepare my note, charcoal, some pills and a little book. This is not the first time I've done it but hopefully it will be the last...
When I tried to CTB last time, I felt extremely sad and angry at everything and everyone, but today somehow it's different. Walking around my workplace and look at those Christmas decoration brings a tiny bit of sadness some where deep inside.
But what I am feeling the most now is hope and happy. Hope that my bus will come tonight and I am happy to be taken away...

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if u need somone to talk to ❤ theres some good in the world

 

[Rn110bg101]

I hope you find happiness.

 

[BlueSphere]

Wish you a peaceful exit.