Venting I'm dead

[oofuf]

This is the only note I left behind. The main reason behind it is to let the forum know.

There are some posts I made that could be used by some close friends to identify me so I want to write something in case that happens.

I don't know which one of you found this. Please keep the existence of this account to yourself.
In my posts that mention people from my life, I've been overly critical. In some cases I've learnt that I was completely wrong.
I didn't want to delete or edit any posts. I have had diaries like this before, and every single time, I destroyed it.
So I let everything be the way it was when written.
I want you to know that I don't blame anyone for anything.
I just blame myself for not doing this sooner

Now as to how I did it...
I don't know.
Cause as of writing this note I haven't died yet...

I am going for a full suspension hanging so that is probably how it happened.
I did buy half a gallon of alcohol in case I couldn't go through with the hanging.
So there is a possibility that I burnt myself, but lets be real that probably didn't happen.

 

[deadbidaylight]

Is this a goodbye post?

 

[Goodfornothingbish]

I hope you find your peace in any way

I definitely can relate to not being able to express myself guilty and turn it into blame.

Is this a goodbye post?

I believe so

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Yes. It's a delayed ctb post, evidently.

I hope you've found and rest in your peace @oofuf.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

hoping you find relief no matter what.

 

[Spicy Tteokbokki]

So many people going away today. If there's an afterlife I hope everyone who went away today can meet up and be happy.

 

[Halfhourdays]

Rest in peace.