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Thisonetimeonly

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May 25, 2024
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Almost 10 years ago I decided that I would end my story once I reach 30 years old.
But with how things are developing it may seem that I won't even last that long.

I'm close to the end of the road, a few weeks at best, a few months at worst
I have no one else to talk of this about, no one but you guys.

It's still a pretty big decision, and I guess that by talking about it here it helps me keep focus, it's soothing in a weird way.
There's a lot on my mind right now, a lot I have to prepare, a lot of questions still hanging in the air. Should I leave a letter? Make a phone call? A video that would explain everything? Would they even understand
I don't know, all I know is that I'm nearing the end
 
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I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 

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