Venting im a terrible person

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i have the hardest time telling right from wrong. like for example, my parent. They've done things that are considered bad. stuff that i hated, but can i really blame them for what they did. it could be the worst thing in the world and i could understand how it could be considered bad and good. because of this, i don't know what to think anymore. I've begun doing things that would be thought of as gross and offensive. i don't know what to do anymore