Venting I'm a fucking failure

[Leonard_Bangley39]

I'm a worthless fucking failure who can't amount to anything of value

 

[Ready to Leave UK]

Me too :(

 

[Leonard_Bangley39]

i wish i could die without regrets. i wish i could just become a ghost and float around earth for all eternity. i don't want things to just go black

 

[Ready to Leave UK]

What things do you regret?

 

[shadow_sunset]

I feel the same, I'm sorry it's not an easy feeling to carry.

 

[justscoreit]

i wish i could die without regrets. i wish i could just become a ghost and float around earth for all eternity. i don't want things to just go black

I'd rather have things go black than mindlessly go around as a ghost forever.

 

[Leonard_Bangley39]

What things do you regret?

i would regret all the things i never got to do before i died.

I'd rather have things go black than mindlessly go around as a ghost forever.

id love to be a ghost. without having to worry about things like finding a job or paying bills or homelessness, i could just relax and enjoy existing free of worry. like activating sandbox or spectator mode in a video game.

sure, it would probably get boring, everything does eventually. but I'm ok with that

 

[Infinitespace_]

Nothing in this world can satisfy you anyway you didn't miss much

 

[justscoreit]

i would regret all the things i never got to do before i died.


id love to be a ghost. without having to worry about things like finding a job or paying bills or homelessness, i could just relax and enjoy existing free of worry. like activating sandbox or spectator mode in a video game.

sure, it would probably get boring, everything does eventually. but I'm ok with that

Eventually after a long, long time, everything is just gonna be cold and black and you'll be conscious down to the last planck unit and that'll be the rest of eternity, which is way longer than the time you will spend as a ghost.

 

[persepexa]

i would regret all the things i never got to do before i died.


id love to be a ghost. without having to worry about things like finding a job or paying bills or homelessness, i could just relax and enjoy existing free of worry. like activating sandbox or spectator mode in a video game.

sure, it would probably get boring, everything does eventually. but I'm ok with that

What kind of things would you regret not doing before you died? And why can't you do them?

 

[lollipoppi]

I'm a worthless fucking failure who can't amount to anything of value

I relate so much to this and yet I'm sure it's not true. You are a good person just trying to survive this sick and twisted world. You can experience failure, it's absolutely normal but that must not define you. You're fine. You need time, human warmth that sill support you.
Also what's value? Love, kindness and respect are real values, the rest doesn't really matter.
I hope you can have a good day and that things will get better for you.