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TrulyCursed

TrulyCursed

End of the road
Oct 24, 2024
7
I'll never be able to properly function in society. I'm starting to think that it will never get better for me because I've been assuming that it will for years but it never does. If my life stays on the same trajectory it is a life that's not worth living.

I'm on the borderline of dropping out of society entirely now because I just can't cope with it. I've lost interest in everything.
 
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pariah80

Arcanist
Aug 12, 2024
404
I'll never be able to properly function in society. I'm starting to think that it will never get better for me because I've been assuming that it will for years but it never does. If my life stays on the same trajectory it is a life that's not worth living.

I'm on the borderline of dropping out of society entirely now because I just can't cope with it. I've lost interest in everything.
So, you feel inadequate because you don't 'properly function' in a dysfunctional society?
 
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Praying 4 a Miracle

Praying 4 a Miracle

Experienced
Sep 22, 2024
247
You're definitely not alone in feeling this way, I can totally relate to what you're going through. I spent almost 60 years functioning just fine, and now because of a few dumb decisions I am struggling as well, big time! I feel like a train that has slipped off the tracks, and no matter how hard I try, I just can't get back on.
 
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ThatGuyOverThere

ThatGuyOverThere

David Benatar Enjoyer
Apr 25, 2024
185
I used to feel that way, I was stuck in a world in which I was expected to act in particular ways, and believe in particular ideas, I was given no autonomy, but I eventually realised that, this is simply just the by product of a society trying to indoctrinate you, into being a mindless foot soldier. That societies idea of what is normal, is arbitrary and based on the need to coerce a collective desire for happiness upon helpless people, as to make then believe that there artificial fulfilment is real and natural.

however you eventually realise that people are individuals, with there own desires, there own wants, and that no amount of "Correction" can ever destroy that. My point being that, none of us are normal, as the concept of normal, Is stupid and places all into categories against our current desires to be viewed as the individuals that we actually are. And that such labels exist simply to prevent you from doing as you wish, and from going against the values that were forced upon you.
 
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