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Tired Nacho II

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Aug 1, 2022
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If you knew you only had one month left to live, what would you be most concerned about doing before CTB?
 
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Darkover

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Jul 29, 2021
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nothing
 
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MadAna

MadAna

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May 8, 2023
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If you knew you only had one month left to live, what would you be most concerned about doing before CTB?
lol, dong the most crimes i can and finding the most money to enjoy my last month ahah i would not give a fuck about anything
 
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idhayam

idhayam

not my world ❦
Sep 23, 2023
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I would just wait until I die - doing anything in that month would be pointless since I wouldn't be here to witness anything anymore...
 
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Tired Nacho II

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Aug 1, 2022
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Maybe I didn't express myself well, I don't usually speak English so I had to use a translator. But it's something like this: If you knew you only had one month to live, what would you leave done/addressed? for example bank accounts, would you withdraw the money and let it go to someone or would you just let it be?
 
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MadAna

MadAna

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May 8, 2023
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Maybe I didn't express myself well, I don't usually speak English so I had to use a translator. But it's something like this: If you knew you only had one month to live, what would you leave done/addressed? for example bank accounts, would you withdraw the money and let it go to someone or would you just let it be?
oh ok, sorry i didn't understand.. well, i would leave everything written to my boyfriend. even if he will not be my boyfriend the day i'll decide to ctb, i would still leave everything to him., from my bank details, to everything else.. i only have him right now and he's the only person that knows the true me.. so yeah.. that's it
 
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TragedyBornCrimson

TragedyBornCrimson

I accept my eternal punishment
Oct 19, 2023
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I would just continue to live my life normally until the day comes.
 
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pariah80

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Aug 12, 2024
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Carry on as usual. I'd be more relieved and at peace.
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
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Write my letters. Finalize my will/after death plans. Spend as much time with loved ones as I could. Do one thing I've always wanted to.
 
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suffocating

suffocating

in sadness
Dec 3, 2024
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Say goodbye honestly. Maybe give certain people hugs. Also, give away some of my things. I wouldn't do that if I was going to kill myself, but if it was out of my control, I would.
 
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MercenariesofMidgar

MercenariesofMidgar

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Nov 30, 2024
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Write my letters and try to share a final memory or two with some people... nothing grand. Maybe buy some expensive take out that I could only get every once in a while. Trying to deadline everything I do gives me anxiety, so whatever I leave undone will be left undone I think.
 
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divinemistress36

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Jan 1, 2024
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Racking up as much credit card debt as possible
 
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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Visionary
Apr 15, 2024
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If you knew you only had one month left to live, what would you be most concerned about doing before CTB?
Deleting my histories and assigning my property to loved ones. But I would relapse and get high as a kite on opioids in that last month without a care for running out of money to buy more pills beyond one month.
 
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Failed.Angel

Failed.Angel

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Oct 11, 2024
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I can't do anything I want already for being in the city I am and not having money, and I wouldn't feel good stealing from others, it would be really hard to steal from a bank.
I guess I would be here alone watching random things until the time comes...
I would say spend the time with my loved ones, but the love of my life don't talk to me any more, my brother that is the closest person to me is on another country and there maybe months since last time we spoke on a call, I am already on that age where is hard to have friends and I don't really have anyone close and I don't get along with my mother and sister.
So alone it is.
If I could plant 9 trees that can last 3 generations So at least I leave something useful behind, doesn't matter with no one knows I did it.
 
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LoneTraveler

LoneTraveler

Left Behind
Nov 25, 2024
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If you knew you only had one month left to live, what would you be most concerned about doing before CTB?
Nothing much really to be honest. I would take sometime to just do nothing. Would hangout with my brother until it came. I wish I only had a month or two left.
 
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ForeverLonely82

ForeverLonely82

Experienced
Dec 22, 2021
217
fill out a will and bang as much hookers as I could afford. Look, I am a horny middle aged dude who's in a dead bedroom. I wouldn't give a fuck at that point.
 
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arandomname

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Nov 19, 2024
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Pretty much what I'm doing now. Going around seeing places I've always wanted to see, waiting for the person I love comes back.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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I think that I would try and die via euthanasia beforehand if possible but, if that isn't possible, I'd just wait out the month and be relieved when it ends
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Getting my affairs in order. Paying off my phone, completing my shitty tax return, collating all the information about service providers and my will.

After that, providing I had my health, I'd be visiting a few places in the UK. Having some nice food. Maybe I'd book a holiday with my parents to say goodbye. I think it would be good. It's hard to know until it happens though.
 
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NoPoint2Life

NoPoint2Life

Why is this so hard?
Aug 31, 2024
845
I think I would most likely carry on as usual… but I wouldn't get as stressed or impatient with my mom and all her health issues.

My parents don't need any money from me so I would probably spend every last drop on food and ordering anything I wanted. I already eat unhealthy but I would go all out eating as much as I wanted.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,560
I'd personally fear trying to die going wrong and leading to way worse agony as a result, I find it horrific how there is no limit as to how much a human can suffer in this cruel, torturous existence. All I personally wish for is to simply die in peace and never exist again, I wish to just die in a guaranteed way where the dreadful burden of existence is finally no longer my problem, I only hope for the peace of an eternal, dreamless sleep.
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Global Mod · Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
2,156
I guess if I knew that was going to happen no matter what I would release all my game design documents and release the files for the game I making at the moment if people want to make or finish these games themselves. Probably would play the games that I have enjoyed the most for one last time.
 
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