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socio

socio

flirting with death.
Jun 11, 2023
17
Every single time I get asked this question by my psychiatrists and therapists, I have absolutely no idea what to say. It's like I'm being put on the spot I can't lie. For me, it'd probably be giving me a genuine, unique reason to live. Not growing up and get a job, have a family, etc. I want a unique reason. Or, save me from my Anorexia Nervosa. But at the same time, nothing matters to me anymore. What about you guys?
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,653
i would fix my brain injury, left shoulder from distlocating, damaged stomach lining, decayed teeth, tinnitus,schizophrenia
 
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bluebird16

Student
Feb 27, 2023
151
I would make my tinnitus disappear. Being able to have complete silence in my head would make all of the other problems easier to deal with.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,615
I have a magic potion in my hand that will fix all my problems instantly and forever. It starts with the letter N.

I call it the elixir of eternal bliss.

One drink = non-existence forever

All the problems began for me when they birthed me into this evil world as a fragile small animal that can suffer unbearable unending pain

After death is non-existence forever
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
Put my mind at ease, that's all I want tbh, or make me feel loved
 
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90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
this is such a hard question - there are so many things that could improve my quality of life, but honestly, i think i'd just wish for an instant death.
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,504
My 24/7 chronic pain from a nasty car crash, car crash not my fault, just wrong place at wrong time.

Walter
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,951
A fulfilling task that gives my life a reason again (job/work I like to do), money, feeling of being successful again, being needed again, all this belongs together somehow as 1 wish.
 
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bluebird16

Student
Feb 27, 2023
151
I have a magic potion in my hand that will fix all my problems instantly and forever. It starts with the letter N.

I call it the elixir of eternal bliss.
Or that. By having N I wouldn't have to consider drowning since it's the only method I have.
 
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savoytruffle

savoytruffle

Student
Mar 31, 2022
197
my poverty. nothing else matters but money. It's 99.9% of my problems. money means stability means having a chance to fix everything wrong with my brain.
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
721
If I had this option, I would just make a painless, guaranteed suicide. I want to die. I'm GOING to kill myself. For me, life isn't worth it. At all.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,370
Having the option of a peaceful suicide method would solve everything for me, in fact it would solve what I see as being the true problem which is existence in itself as the reality is that without existence there are no problems, death erases everything for us, it's the permanent relief from all suffering.
 
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alonely

alonely

exists by being merely labeled
Jul 1, 2023
470
loneliness
 
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ikadasui

ikadasui

Arcanist
May 29, 2018
464
Ethnicity
 
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Klophy

Lost...
Jun 28, 2022
198
That's a tough one. I could cheat a little and say my childhood, lots of crap to fix there.


Only one thing though? Probably money. Having to not worry about gaining money, while being financially well off, that would be nice. Nothing would really be fixed, it'll just become a little easier.
 
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Nephis

Nephis

“Death should take me while I am in the mood.”
Sep 3, 2018
278
I would wish the world a better place than how I left it, I'm no visionary, I'm no genius, I'm no leader, but that is my one true wish, for everyone on this site to achieve happiness wherever it may be and so I wish the world a much better place where they themselves could find that.

~For all of you, I wish, starry nights and blue skies
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,880
Nothing can be fixed
 
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chahan.trading

StupidLyingMF-iKnowiShouldDie
Jul 4, 2023
37
removing all the people
 
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Lumina

Lumina

Member
Jun 22, 2023
6
I kept thinking for some time what I'd fix.. probably my social anxiety... I imagine that would help a lot, of all the problems I have this is the one I hate the most and has held me back in life so much and caused me to become a complete mess
 
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deletednumber

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,604
To have a completly different life surrounded by a lot of people that love me and ready to help me when i need it.
 
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Peerless_Cucumber

The one and only king of cucumbers
Feb 22, 2023
131
Being born and growing up in the body of the opposite sex would alleviate so many problems of mine. It's insane.
 
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EndJstifiesTheMeans

EndJstifiesTheMeans

Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
May 14, 2023
447
Being born, i dont know why i have to be alive in the first place
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,394
To get rid of all my health problems 😪
 
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sometimes.sometimes

sometimes.sometimes

Student
Jun 4, 2023
145
My jealousy problems which are intense and constant to the point it makes my mental state worse than usual
 
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enough of this

enough of this

Specialist
Jun 4, 2023
399
I would use it to restore the right side of my face and mouth. My mouth got mutilated almost 6 years ago by a dentist who was on drugs. Fortunately, as a result of my, and several other people's letters to the dental board, he was investigated and surrendered his license to avoid having it revoked. He's now retired (if he's still alive). A cosmetic procedure helped somewhat with the appearance, but it didn't help it feel any better. I need a bit more cosmetic work. The disfigurement resulted from extensive nerve damage. THAT'S what feels bad - that and the scar tissue filling my cheek. The sick feeling I've gotten from this since the time of the injury (Oct, 2, 2017) is, alone, enough to lead me to CTB.
 
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Huggs

Huggs

Wish for peace
Jul 6, 2023
209
Good question. If I actually got this chance my first impulse would be to wish I never experienced nor will ever experience any form of consciousness. But I'd like to think I'd get stuck on it trying to think like a lawyer maybe on something like letting conscious people and animals and so on choose their experience or maybe to give a simple way to alleviate suffering universally…like a magic button. I don't know.
A philosopher could probably come up with something cool.
 
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alexit

Mage
Jun 3, 2020
510
I would make my tinnitus disappear. Being able to have complete silence in my head would make all of the other problems easier to deal with.
I had finally fixed my life. But I just can't with this tinnitus….
 
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suicidalloser

Specialist
Jun 30, 2023
365
final kismet
need a budget to make even one as simple as a 2d platformer
 
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leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
1,537
Be reborn as a Japanese girl in either 1970 or 1990, so my teenage years would be in either 1980s or 2000s.
If that is impossible, I would wish for a 10mm pistol and a box of 10mm Auto JHP.
 
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ToTheTwillight

ToTheTwillight

Experienced
May 19, 2023
245
The aspergers. I am probably more high functioning and successful with people than most people who have it, but fuck you have to mask yourself and work so hard all the time, even if the girl wants to kiss, you just have to muster so much effort to be in the moment that it ruins it. It leads to failure socially and professionally, you are never priority for people on who they want to be with, just fucking sucks.
 
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