I'm not sure, but I feel like SI will probably be hard to overcome with stabbing. Especially if once isn't enough, and you're forced to do it multiple times.
I guess so but right now I'm just considering every ctb method because I have to go ahead with one.
Tried hanging but the ceiling fan couldn't take my weight as it was making cracking sounds and there's no such hook or bar that i can use. I can't jump off a high building because the building I live in is a 3 floor building. I don't think it will work jumping from such a short height. Also I'm actually damn scared of that method.
Inert gas, nitrogen or some other kind of fancy poison is not accessible for me. Firstly, because they cost a fortune, secondly because I live with my family, I don't want to cause them harm and thirdly if I get caught ordering them online or buying them in person, they're gonna send me to the asylum.
running into a car or big vehicle doesn't have 100% success rate so I don't want to do that.
I can try drowning but I only lake/pond around here is extremely dirty and it is under constant view of other people so they're gonna find me and think of me as a psycho.
I only have access to knifes so I can just use that to ctb ig
