Help idk what to do in general

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my ultimate goal is to feel less pain and be happy, and i think the only ways i can achieve that are kms or improving so much that i get a decent life. i cant kms for multiple reasons. and most things bringing me pain in life are unfixable. so what do i do. i just have to be in pain for eternity and then go to hell and burn for eternity? i dont want that but it seems like it's the only option if i cant access either previous options. do i have to do something random or extreme to change my life trajectory? or should i go through the motions every day and be forced to live through agony. i am on the verge of losing my mind

 

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I don't know what is causing you suffering so it is hard for me to offer advice but, what makes you think you have to burn in hell? Are you religious?

 

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I don't know what is causing you suffering so it is hard for me to offer advice but, what makes you think you have to burn in hell? Are you religious?

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[AndrewWood'sDeath]

I don't know my dad was a pastor/ preacher and I say (or used to say idk) that I deserve to go to hell and it's the only thing that would make me feel better, to pay for who I am. Which....is an absolutely insane statement. But anyway personally I'm agnostic but I don't believe hell actually exists. I have a lot of reasons if you are interested but I would like to know if you are comfortable sharing, why do you think you you would go to hell?

 

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i would go because suicide is a grave transgression in about every monotheistic religion. and even if i dont kms which is most likely, i am still a terrible person. not to mention my faith has been decreasing for a few years