I'd have been better off

[Walilamdzi]

not having the past 3 years... Does anyone else have a specific time they think it would have been better to leave?

 

[sui3]

I should have done a fresh start some years ago, after some bad happenings my life turnt into a shithole without any outlook to a better life, so maybe it would have been better to die before or change everything

 

[esclava]

Decades ago, when I was around 8 years old. It would have saved me a lot of misery

 

[Santiago]

2013-2015 is the darkest time period in my life. The years after that I have very slowely improved piece by piece.

 

[VikingWinger]

Would have been better of had I made some different choices in the last year. It's all been downhill from about this time last year till now. And further down it goes.

 

[TheFinalCountdown]

I should have killed myself in 2013. I've barely had a moments happiness since then

 

[jules18]

I think it takes serious ruminations and maturity to end up on a site like this to seek out what we're seeking. Once you reach this state of mind you will likely realise that before you reached that point you were not mature enough to seriously consider ending your own life.

 

[Walilamdzi]

@jules18 Yeah. It's the only place I feel people understand how I'm feeling. I'm sure it's been over a year and a half since I started looking at the subreddit and then I remember when that closed down... It feels a long time to be considering this.