I wish I had someone with me to help

[Walilamdzi]

me order N. Even reading the guides, I just don't have the confidence to order it on my own, I'm too mentally exhausted to figure out what to do.

 

[friendly99]

I am in the exact same situation. I am afraid Canaidan authorities will seize my order

 

[Psilo]

I would really like to get N, but I'm afraid to get caught.

 

[EddieAllenPoe]

I think even if I had N, I would have the same problem I have now. I've had the Yew branches. I've had the shotgun. I now have the SN. I have my reasons... but it's not so easy to CTB.

 

[Psilo]

I've had the Yew branches.

Yeah I'm passed that too.

SN right now for me, is the only legit method I have.

 

[Walilamdzi]

@friendly99 How serious would the consequences of that be? I know in Australia the law is more serious in relation to this than in some other places.

@Psilo Yeah that's another negative with this method.

@EddieAllenPoe If I had something I could ingest, that I knew would be quick, I don't think I'd have a problem. I've been trying to black out with partial but I just get extreme discomfort and ringing in my ears/tingling sensation. N would be so much better.

 

[EddieAllenPoe]

I couldn't do the shotgun thing out of respect for other people. Yew seems way too long and drawn out... It's literally everywhere here though. Anyone in the US or UK shouldn't have a problem finding it. SN actually seems like it's fairly quick and painless and doesn't do a lot of damage in case it fails. I think it's the safest bet.

 

[Psilo]

SN actually seems like it's fairly quick and painless and doesn't do a lot of damage in case it fails. I think it's the safest bet.

Yes I hope it is!!

 

[Addy92]

I acquired N. I didn't post about it much cos I didn't wanna get hounded. Since I've got it I've felt better. It's weird. Anti anemics from Greece.

Is there though. I think that's what makes it better the fact that I can. But I'm impulsive and I tried to hang. N requires following a regime and a clear mind.

Applied for mod here. Which I wouldn't do if I didn't feel I was gonna stick around.

 

[Bedlamb]

me order N. Even reading the guides, I just don't have the confidence to order it on my own, I'm too mentally exhausted to figure out what to do.

What part are you struggling most with? I have A's email saved and I can walk you through how to use bitcoin if you like.

 

[Addy92]

What part are you struggling most with? I have A's email saved and I can walk you through how to use bitcoin if you like.

Make sure to tumble.

 

[Walilamdzi]

What part are you struggling most with? I have A's email saved and I can walk you through how to use bitcoin if you like.

Hey, thank you. Would you mind sending me a PM about bitcoin? I don't really understand cryptocurrencies at all. I didn't make a note of A's email but I did see it in one edition of the PPH. Also occurred to me there could be fake emails around - it would be easy for someone to "cut and paste" their email and circulate altered PPH copies around online, I guess.

I'm a bit confused about the risks or points at which law enforcement could intercept things. Not sure where the best place to order it to is.

I'm not sure why I've found it exhausting, seems ridiculous! ...But when I was in hospital I had no access to technology and being away from it for a few months I just seem to be out of the habit.


@Addy92 tumble?

Just wondering, how come you were sleeping out in a tent this morning/hanging? Is there a reason you didn't want to use N, even though you have it?

 

[Bedlamb]

In my opinion tumbling isn't necessary unless you're using the dark market. And with nembutal being a drug of secondary concern, it's unlikely any charges will be pursued unless they have reason to believe you are a supplier.

 

[Addy92]

Hey, thank you. Would you mind sending me a PM about bitcoin? I don't really understand cryptocurrencies at all. I didn't make a note of A's email but I did see it in one edition of the PPH. Also occurred to me there could be fake emails around - it would be easy for someone to "cut and paste" their email and circulate altered PPH copies around online, I guess.

I'm a bit confused about the risks or points at which law enforcement could intercept things. Not sure where the best place to order it to is.

I'm not sure why I've found it exhausting, seems ridiculous! ...But when I was in hospital I had no access to technology and being away from it for a few months I just seem to be out of the habit.


@Addy92 tumble?

Just wondering, how come you were sleeping out in a tent this morning/hanging? Is there a reason you didn't want to use N, even though you have it?

Last night was impulsive. N requires preparation and anti anemics prior. I've been close to successful with partial before. But the belt snapped and I woke colvulging.

I lost or left my tent too. I gotta get a new one.

 

[Carma]

I ordered it some weeks ago and it was easier than I thought, mail him, he replies with an automatic message copy&pasted, with numbered questions, very clear, how many bottles you want, which method of payment will you use, etc, I used bitcoin, he gave me his bitcoin address, I paid, he said when the package was going to ship, and in less than 2 weeks a small package, very discrete, arrived, no problem at all, don't worry, it works.

God luck mate, just try, don't be afraid! It can be done, you can do it!

 

[Addy92]

I ordered it some weeks ago and it was easier than I thought, mail him, he replies with an automatic message copy&pasted, with numbered questions, very clear, how many bottles you want, which method of payment will you use, etc, I used bitcoin, he gave me his bitcoin address, I paid, he said when the package was going to ship, and in less than 2 weeks a small package, very discrete, arrived, no problem at all, don't worry, it works.

God luck mate, just try, don't be afraid! It can be done, you can do it!

Similar experience. I feel okay now. But the time will come. I think I'll be impulsive and hang still though. Its there if I change my mind.