Venting I wish i had someone else to just kill me i cant do it myself

[coolgal82]

I wish i could do it myself but i just dont think i have the strength to do so.

even if i can accept the fact that i deserve to die because of how fucking awful of a person i am i just cant do it. like i literally just acted like an immature fucking child yesterday and the day before and like harassed someone i used to know into blocking me basically just because i couldnt deal with my feelings i need to be dead im a fucking terrible human being (im not even human tbh i'm like a demon or something i think lmao) but i just cant bring myself to actually do it, which in and of itself is further evidence of how awful i am lol.

i wish there was some kinda service where you could like meet uo with people and they kill you or something idfk. idc how much itd hurt or what they do so long as i die and its out of my control.

 

[yxmux]

Same. I've had recurring fantasies of being strangled to death or hanged. I'd be open to someone killing me like this tbh.

 

[sevennn]

yeah i think about being randomly stabbed by a stranger when i'm out walking.

 

[redkitsune98]

Honestly this is a need

 

[HeadTikker]

I think there was this guy in Germany who convinced another man to eat him alive over some weird fetish chat. Honestly though you can walk into death very easily in a lot of places on this earth. That's why third worlders have so many kids they don't want to fuck around because they feel like they're just going to get popped by some thug who wants to feel powerful at any time.

 

[getoutgrave]

haha word me too

 

[JoysoftheEmptiness]

Drop into my neck of the woods, there's always some nutter with a knife running around.

 

[onelastcall]

haha word me too

I just wanna say that cat slaps.

 

[firecat66]

I have thoughts about bum rushing some cops outside my local police station. No intentions, just the hopes that they draw and mag dump me out of fear.

 

[dull emerald]

Я тебя очень хорошо понимаю. Я бы хотел быть убитым любым способом, лишь бы остановить это чертово дыхание.

 

[brickedup]

honestly same ive fantasized about getting killed or shot by someone. i just feel it would be better for someone to do it to you than you do it and risk survival with health problems for the rest of your life

 

[endofline2010]

For anyone "wishing" for this in this thread, has anyone actually gotten about $1k and a gun, went to a place homeless people usually frequent, but not one so busy you can't have a private conversation. At this place you would find someone who looks non-threatening and say:

"I have terminal cancer. It's already affecting me, and it's just going to get worse. I don't want my last days to be lying in bed, hoping someone wipes my ass. I want to go out with some dignity and self-respect. I just can't do what needs to be done myself. I have some money and a gun. Would you be able to help me?"

I have thought about doing this, but I think chemicals are a better option since I can do them myself and not need help. But I would be willing to be you show someone a couple hundred, put it in your pocket, and say they can have that and the gun if they take you out, and you'll find a taker pretty easily.

I think there was this guy in Germany who convinced another man to eat him alive over some weird fetish chat. Honestly though you can walk into death very easily in a lot of places on this earth. That's why third worlders have so many kids they don't want to fuck around because they feel like they're just going to get popped by some thug who wants to feel powerful at any time.

They don't have that many kids out of fear. There is an inverse relationship between intelligence/education/income level and reproductive rates. The same goes in first world countries as well. Religion also plays a role - particularly one religion that considers women property and sex for men a right - high fertility rates among that group.

 

[xoxo24]

I've always fantasized about being hit with a car or shot in the head, im just not brave enough to do it to myself