Discussion I wish I could reboot my life

[ZardozOmega]

And do it right this time. Learn to socialize early on. Be healthy and exercise regularly. Pay attention to my classes. Never give up. Just be better

 

[Good4Nothing]

Me too, man.

 

[BlueSphere]

It's never too late man, never too late

 

[degeneratewaste]

I don't think this would work for me... I was always headed to be a good person, maybe even successful, from the start, but over time things happened that couldn't be changed that have led me to where I am today.

unless I could reboot and edit a bunch of variables, trauma, mental illnesses, I don't wanna live my life a second longer.

 

[ZardozOmega]

It's never too late man, never too late

It is
I wasted my teenage years, and I'll never get them back

 

[Panna]

I keep hoping that through death i'll be able to reboot myself, different gender, different thinking, the ability to socialize properly, etc. Honestly it's that hope that makes me so excited for death. The person that was me will disappear forever and the new me will be able to live the life I never could.

 

[BlueSphere]

It is
I wasted my teenage years, and I'll never get them back

Some people get bullied to death in those years, i too completely wasted them, but there's no point in thinking about the past. Live one day at a time, i know it's easier said than done, but thinking about the past all the time will do more harm than good

 

[Busdriver]

If I reboot, I would try to get N as soon as possible

 

[Forgotten]

Even if I got a reboot I'm pretty sure I would end up in the same exact position and situation.

 

[Lazuli]

I'd rather not be born at all.

 

[virginiawoolf86]

I'd rather not be born at all.

Same. Yes, I've had great experiences. But nothing prepared me for where I'm at now. I would've rather never been.

 

[greebo6]

I'd rather not be born at all.

That's what I wish about myself too.

 

[Desdemona]

I always think maybe if I was happier from the start I wouldn't have so many neurological conditions. I set my own nervous system up for failure

 

[_Kaira_]

Either that nor not be born at all...at least not to those I was born to.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

If I could restart I would just be lazy and make the same mistakes again and want to die again tbh

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

It is
I wasted my teenage years, and I'll never get them back

I have wasted my teenage years, my twenties and my early thirties. It feels sometimes that it would be smarter, easier to take a lethal substance than to try and fix my life and mental health.

 

[SweetSurrender]

There's certain things I would want to do over. Certain rabbitholes I wish I didn't go down. It's kind of crazy the randomness of it all. Certain choices that seem so innocuous at the time but come back to haunt you the most

 

[Spitfire]

I feel like I lived a mostly enjoyable life, and I am actually very happy with how it turned out for me. I had fairly good circumstances and a loving family, and I stumbled through it all okay.

My brain broke though.. Everything got all screwed up in there, and this part of it in life now sucks for me.

There is one major aspect of my past, in this life lived.. that I would probably change if given the opportunity? I am not sure though, because even this somehow feels like it was the correct path for me to take in this life, but I don't know?

It could even be a comparison thing? For instance, if one sees as much pain and suffering like happened to all those other people... It makes me appreciate all of the good I had going on in the life I have been living. It sure screwed up my perception of the world we live in though, which was also a good thing to see it for what it is and seems to be.. to me, a place to leave!

 

[voyager]

I'd be good with a reboot as well, providing I don't make the same mistake(s) again and could live a healthy life. Unfortunately, I also believe given the same situation it would always play out the exact same way it did, so I'm not sure that those of us who feel they've messed up ever had a chance to begin with.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I don't know if I'd necessarily want a reboot because I'd hate to undo the progress I have made and there's no guarantee that I'd do things differently or that good things that have happened will stay the same.

 

[All washed up]

0 to 55 been pretty good.
Just wish I could go back to 50 or even 53 and make some changes which were glaringly obvious but I couldn't see it at the time.
Approaching 56 and as my name says all washed up