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Terrible_Life_99

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Jul 3, 2025
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Hey everyone, I write this because I have no one in my life who I could talk to about this so detailed. My life was terrible I suffered a lot and soon I'll hang myself. It will happen either in July or August. It will be great, my suffering will finally end. Throughout my whole life I was always stressed and isolated. I never liked it here on earth. I will do full hanging. We have a nice wood beam at our house that I tested many times it's strong enough, I have a 12 mm polyester rope and I'll use the poachers knot. I'll put the rope above the Adams apple and the knot on the back side of the neck in the middle. I get unconscious very fast maybe because I have asthma who knows. No one will interrupt me.
On the one hand I suffer so much daily and on the other i am so afraid of suicide
 
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darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I'm sorry you have to go through this.

I hope you find peace.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand finding it so dreadful to exist, I hope you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.
 

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