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Labyrinth

Labyrinth

There is no escaping the burden of existence
Jan 8, 2024
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It might be embarrassing to talk about it this way, but that's exactly what's happening. It all started when I discovered pornography and in a short time this problem evolved absurdly. Some circumstances led me to this situation. I currently have chronic pain in my heart and cerebral blood vessels and cognitive impairment with memory lapses. This practice stopped being recreational and became self-mutilation. I believe that my case is atypical, as I even have erotic nightmares and involuntary orgasms without any sexual touch.

I am someone who is extremely alone... and apparently I will continue to be so. This is the only place where I feel comfortable expressing myself. Other adversities added to these tormented my spirit and made me suicidal.
 
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