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greyblue_bian

greyblue_bian

2x Failed CTB Member
Jun 10, 2022
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I've never really experienced what it's like to truly love someone romantically or someone me. This has shown itself as a reason why I have pro-longed my life.
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
Let all my happiness be yours, and all your sadness be mine.

Good luck in your search.
 
Viafactorum

Viafactorum

Tedious
Jun 9, 2022
80
I've never really experienced what it's like to truly love someone romantically or someone me. This has shown itself as a reason why I have pro-longed my life.
Being in a loving relationship is intoxicating. Throughout the history of humanity love has driven humans to obtain borderline superhuman achievements as well as commit sub human atrocities. Is it worth it? Personally I do not think so. In the end love is just a biochemical interaction in your brain. A weird feedback loop of oxytocin that keeps you buzzed till the illusion breaks(and it will break at some point since no relationship is perfect). All in all I can understand why you are seeking love but I want to warn you that it isn't some magic method for eternal happiness.
 
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Niko66

Niko66

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Dec 6, 2021
353
This is pretty much the only real reason I am trying to keep on living too.
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,469
I just wanna know what mutual attraction is like.

I don't trust myself with love due to my bpd. The temptation to fuck it up would be too great.
 
Marine

Marine

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Jul 5, 2020
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