fleetingnight
incapable of shutting up
- May 2, 2024
- 663
My "hope" could almost be considered delusion by now. The world would have to drastically shift for it to be a place I'm even content with living in.
I'm afraid of death, but I want to change that. I want to find the peace in it that others do. I'm new here, but I'm hoping to find that peace that some of you have. I hope it's alright of me to post here without thinking of death in a positive way. For now, I see it as a very difficult solution to an otherwise unsolvable problem. Maybe it's wrong of me to say it, but I'm sick of suffering day in and day out and watching the world get worse and worse. I want to escape it and be happy, or at least be over with it, instead of tormenting myself every day.
I'm afraid of death, but I want to change that. I want to find the peace in it that others do. I'm new here, but I'm hoping to find that peace that some of you have. I hope it's alright of me to post here without thinking of death in a positive way. For now, I see it as a very difficult solution to an otherwise unsolvable problem. Maybe it's wrong of me to say it, but I'm sick of suffering day in and day out and watching the world get worse and worse. I want to escape it and be happy, or at least be over with it, instead of tormenting myself every day.
