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cat0boy

cat0boy

misanthropic final boss
Jan 7, 2026
20
i want to take the rest of my pain reliefs that ive had since i got the flu (50-70 pills?) , n prolly drink whatever wine i have left. i lost hope completely and i just want out. i want weed so bad but i cant get any and i just want my life over with. everythings so bad but talking about it is just a waste of time. i want out, and bad, im praying i dont pussy out like all the other times
 
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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
1,018
i want to take the rest of my pain reliefs that ive had since i got the flu (50-70 pills?) , n prolly drink whatever wine i have left

yer just gonna puke. a lot of people try to od on painkillers but it typically just leads to a failed attempt. i hope you feel better :(
 
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cat0boy

cat0boy

misanthropic final boss
Jan 7, 2026
20
yer just gonna puke. a lot of people try to od on painkillers but it typically just leads to a failed attempt. i hope you feel better :(
not even w alcohol?
 
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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
1,018
not even w alcohol?
no. once you unlock the search bar you can look up attempts to od with alcohol and it usually ends the same with them waking up or getting found and resuscitated. the same goes for attempts with antidepressants and other pills.
 
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cat0boy

cat0boy

misanthropic final boss
Jan 7, 2026
20
no. once you unlock the search bar you can look up attempts to od with alcohol and it usually ends the same with them waking up or getting found and resuscitated. the same goes for attempts with antidepressants and other pills.
i dont know what else to do
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,976
I just wish to be free from all the suffering as well, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
784
I send you hugs and hope you find relief from your suffering
It's so unfair that we can't just go to a special facility and undergo assisted suicide. I hate this whole system that causes so much suffering, that prevents us from dying without resorting to suicide
 
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dalemar

Arcanist
Nov 20, 2025
454
Wherever you might be now, I hope you are ok!
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Student
Sep 10, 2025
101
I send you hugs and hope you find relief from your suffering
It's so unfair that we can't just go to a special facility and undergo assisted suicide. I hate this whole system that causes so much suffering, that prevents us from dying without resorting to suicide
Like they did in the movie Soylent Green
 

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