I want to be admitted but I am terrified they wont accept me

[necessaryevil]

A lot has happened recently and I've been close to ctb but I know how much damage I'd be doing to those around me

I want to go to hospital to be monitored and helped. I want to be able to be mentally ill in a place with professionals made to deal with these things instead of my loved ones having to look after me. it is unfair to them no matter if I live or die. I feel like a burden either way..

where I am makes it hard to access inpatient hospital stays or psychiatry because I don't have private health. the public system is so selective and takes so long everytime I've tried previously to be admitted nothing happens

if anyone has any kind of advice or experience on inpatient stays through public health please message me.

I want to try and get help but it feels like every time I do I just get turned away

I don't know how long I can keep doing this when recovery is hurting more than self harming

 

[soonatpeace777888]

Thats terrible. I was able to get put into a hospital instantly when I said I wasn't to CTB. I guess it depends on where you live. Keep trying if you really want it.

 

[necessaryevil]

Thats terrible. I was able to get put into a hospital instantly when I said I wasn't to CTB. I guess it depends on where you live. Keep trying if you really want it.

I don't know why it's so hard to get help. I understand they don't have room sometimes but it doesn't feel fair I need money to get help basically. yeah I'm going to call the mental health line and see if they can help me get in. I feel like I've tried every year for the last 6... I'm so tired