I turned 18 2 months and 7 days ago, I don't like being an adult, anyway could someone please review my plan again?

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Hi, I recently posted a thread asking about the effectiveness of the method I had in mind, but it turned out not to be as effective as I thought and now I'm here, my plan is this: I'm going to go to a lagoon at night, it's a relatively crowded place but at night there's no one because it's dangerous, I chose this place because it's the only body of water I know and many people have drowned in this lagoon
I'm going to go into the lake, on the shore, and I'm going to take 2800mg of olanzapine. Months ago I took 140g and was in a coma for 3 days.
So I think the effect of 20 times the previous amount is going to make me at least fall asleep.
In my previous thread a very kind user told me that the probability of dying with prescription drugs was 12% but I'm not sure how they get that data, and I guess it depends on the amount
Chatgpt told me that it was almost certain that if I do this I will die ONLY from the overdose, without taking into account that I will drown in the water.

I've been skipping college so I don't have anything to go back to, I met a girl at college and she invited me to her church, I've been reading the bible a little and I feel really bad,I'm probably going to hell

I feel very alone, I recently called a suicide crisis hotline in my country and was disappointed, they told me to take my psychiatric meds and go to therapy, Overall, they were friendly but didn't tell me anything that wasn't obvious, although I don't know what I expected.
Anyway, I've tried to kill myself before, with miristisna, someone on 4chan told me to use salt, table salt,antidepressants and antipsychotics, I would just like to know if there is anything I should be aware of this time

I only need 18 bottles more like picrel

 

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Please don't rely on AI for any form of accuracy or truth. They frequently get things wrong and totally make up "facts" that have no basis in reality.

Prescription drugs, and especially those for mental disorders, are made to be as safe as possible and impossible to overdose with. They're tested through multiple rounds of human trials, if they're unsafe or easy to die from they don't even make it to market. They're literally being given to people who want to die, they're not just handing us a fucking suicide pill.

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

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Non-methods that should not be attempted

mod note: this has been added to the suicide resource compilation at the top. This has been made in response to the ever increasing amount of posts made about highly unlikely methods. Please read before posting about one of these methods or feel free to link if someone does post about them...

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