Venting I totally ruined my one life

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I'm taking a gap year and I'm desperately trying to get a job. I feel so stuck and my parents don't give me any money so I can't do anything and I cant go anywhere because I can't even afford public transport. I want to learn a guitar but I don't have any money, I want to learn how to drive but I can't even afford £23 for the theory test, let alone a car or driving lessons. I wanted to go on holiday or volunteer abroad like everyone does in their gap year but I can't even afford to take the bus. I can't afford a £40 gym membership and most clubs require a fee. I feel so miserable. Everyday for the past 3 weeks I just sit in my room and cry and regret making such a stupid decision. It feels like I'm living a total nightmare and needless to say I'm so so bored. I don't have any friends and my family just ignore me apart from when they want me to cook or clean. I feel so hopeless because you can't even buy SN in the UK and that was my chosen method. I can't imagine wasting a whole year of my life for this and it's already been a month.

 

[ManOfTheYear]

Being broke af I try to take the hobbies I want to do and make them free to do. Going to a gym is nice, but can definitely be done at home as all exercises don't need to be done the fancy way, and applied strength is better anyways. Now I can't attest for the UK but in the US there are free tires p much all over the roads. I've filled them, made them weighed and made my own lil gym with buckets and other items. Just food for thought.