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Poiter1987
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- Apr 14, 2025
- 56
The sheer misery i feel and how fucked my life is. My only solution is suicide otherwise I risk being homeless some time soon.
Look at this world it is poison. Filled with wars illness pain and suffering on scales which you just can't even comprehend.
We watch the news about wars. We kill each other in horrible ways.
We lock people in cells for life. Some probably deserve it. But it speaks to a deeper issue that this world is not some happy place its awful.
The world is just cruel. Everyone we know will be dead one day and so will we.
I think this is hell because despite all my suffering I seem not to have the courage to actually kill myself.
It would he a well designed hell if the point is i cannot kill myself. If the point is suffering through psychological warfare over years that it slowly grinds you down and leaves you with nothing.
Fuck this reality. What nonsense. I dont think there is a heaven. I don't think there is a hell. I think we are already in hell.
Maybe I did something terrible once and now eternal suffering happens through reality. The sheer point of existence being to make me suffer. To make all of you suffer.
I want to die. But I cannot bring myself to do it. Perfect hell.
Look at this world it is poison. Filled with wars illness pain and suffering on scales which you just can't even comprehend.
We watch the news about wars. We kill each other in horrible ways.
We lock people in cells for life. Some probably deserve it. But it speaks to a deeper issue that this world is not some happy place its awful.
The world is just cruel. Everyone we know will be dead one day and so will we.
I think this is hell because despite all my suffering I seem not to have the courage to actually kill myself.
It would he a well designed hell if the point is i cannot kill myself. If the point is suffering through psychological warfare over years that it slowly grinds you down and leaves you with nothing.
Fuck this reality. What nonsense. I dont think there is a heaven. I don't think there is a hell. I think we are already in hell.
Maybe I did something terrible once and now eternal suffering happens through reality. The sheer point of existence being to make me suffer. To make all of you suffer.
I want to die. But I cannot bring myself to do it. Perfect hell.