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PotSmokingSloth

PotSmokingSloth

Uncertainty & Impermanence
Sep 13, 2021
80
This plan may be a few years out from where I'm at now... or maybe a few months. Idk... but I want to save up some money for now. I need enough to get a nitrogen tank, hotel room for a couple nights, miscellaneous exit bag related supplies, some hard liquor and maybe some beer, some sedatives, pot, etc. and I'd like to listen to some jazz music, have some books to read, and then when the time is right that'll be it; FIN

anyway, I gotta study up on the details and save up money and then eventually consider the timing of it. The world is gone to shit and is further deteriorating rapidly. And I've been depressed for a long ass fucking time. Tried meds and therapy again and again and again. So...

how are you guys doing? How's your Monday morning?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,505
If this is what you decide to do, then I hope you find the peace you are looking for. I agree that this world is a terrible place. I'm sorry you are suffering, I understand it is a hopeless feeling when you try everything and nothing helps.
As for me, it is another depressing day. All I look forward too is sleep.
 
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