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Require_love
Awkwardly social due to spicy grey matter
- Apr 20, 2025
- 62
It gets hard to believe that, doesn't it?
I knew this, but I just couldn't believe it sometimes.
My senior took me out today. She's cool. Wonderful person, cares for me and everything. I just hope she doesn't think my mood swings are her fault, since I broke down during our trip.
I still have a hard time believing she cares. I still am doubting everything. I don't see why she would. Maybe she's being polite? Idk. Maybe it's best to enjoy whatever little care I get.
She told me she likes having me around. Which is..... I guess. Idk. I don't see why she'd like it. I'm tired of feeling like this.
I knew this, but I just couldn't believe it sometimes.
My senior took me out today. She's cool. Wonderful person, cares for me and everything. I just hope she doesn't think my mood swings are her fault, since I broke down during our trip.
I still have a hard time believing she cares. I still am doubting everything. I don't see why she would. Maybe she's being polite? Idk. Maybe it's best to enjoy whatever little care I get.
She told me she likes having me around. Which is..... I guess. Idk. I don't see why she'd like it. I'm tired of feeling like this.