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VoloFataliDoce

VoloFataliDoce

The World Is Quiet Here
Jan 23, 2019
114
I don't think I can carry on anymore. Tonight I plan to take 15g of SN mixed in DMSO. I'm nervous, but not about death itself, just about the process to get there. I hope it isn't too painful and drawn out. If anyone has anything to say to me please do it while I'm still alive. It won't matter much after I'm gone. I wish I wasn't lonely; if euthanasia were legal I could have people by my side but sadly society hasn't progressed enough. Thanks to everyone for chatting with me for the past few weeks. You've all been a great help and I'm extremely grateful.
 
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Sixfeetunder

Sixfeetunder

Specialist
Jan 12, 2019
319
Godspeed. You are also one of the most insightful and kindest users on here and will be missed. May you find your peace.
 
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Smilla

Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
2,548
Will miss you a lot, I loved your posts immensely.

Thanks for letting all of us know and good luck.

Please return if you change your mind.
 
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Macc Lad

Macc Lad

Specialist
Jan 22, 2019
300
I don't think I can carry on anymore. Tonight I plan to take 15g of SN mixed in DMSO. I'm nervous, but not about death itself, just about the process to get there. I hope it isn't too painful and drawn out. If anyone has anything to say to me please do it while I'm still alive. It won't matter much after I'm gone. I wish I wasn't lonely; if euthanasia were legal I could have people by my side but sadly society hasn't progressed enough. Thanks to everyone for chatting with me for the past few weeks. You've all been a great help and I'm extremely grateful.


what can you say.......except , make sure you're 100% ready , we only get one life.........good luck , hope you find peace x
 
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Philip

Specialist
Oct 23, 2018
319
Hope your journey to eternal sleep is a peaceful one. I will be joining you sometime in March......
 
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JohnUK

JohnUK

Student
Feb 15, 2019
147
Good luck with your journey
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
I'm so sorry you have to go this alone :( I hope wherever you transition to YOU'Re surrounded w/ love
 
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VoloFataliDoce

VoloFataliDoce

The World Is Quiet Here
Jan 23, 2019
114
Goodbye.
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,551
Hope you find peace, I'll miss you ♡ hugs
 
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Memento Mori

Memento Mori

shambling garbage
Jan 24, 2019
574
if euthanasia were legal I could have people by my side but sadly society hasn't progressed enough.

We are with you anyways, y'know :)
Good luck, may peace fill your expression
 
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Ella Disenchanted

Student
Sep 3, 2018
120
I hope if you made it that it was peaceful.
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,394
Wishing you a very peaceful journey and may you find everlasting peace.
 
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Sickman75

Sickman75

Swing On The Spiral
Jan 27, 2019
572
Hope you are finally happy and exactly where you thought you'd be
 
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Dead_Inside

Dead_Inside

Wizard
Jul 2, 2018
622
Shit. Missed this....so sorry.
I hope that you found your way out of here and that is wasn't long or drawn out as you feared. Find peace and rest.
 
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goxua

goxua

Student
Jan 28, 2019
180
Goodbye, good luck and may you have peace x
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
I miss you already... I hope you're at peace now.
 
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