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ilk

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i think tonight might be the night. waiting for a couple more hours to go by. im writing a note currently. this doesn't even feel real but im ready to get it over with . i hope everything goes as planned & my attempt (if any) is successful.
 
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I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
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✨️ I wish you eternal peace ✨
 
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i think tonight might be the night. waiting for a couple more hours to go by. im writing a note currently. this doesn't even feel real but im ready to get it over with . i hope everything goes as planned & my attempt (if any) is successful.
I wish you peace;)
What method do you want to use?
I hope so much that soon I can also finally do it and die.
 
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ilk

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I wish you peace;)
What method do you want to use?
I hope so much that soon I can also finally do it and die.
thank you im wishing you peace as well. im going with full suspension hanging. what method are you thinking about going with?
 
PI3.14

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what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
Oct 4, 2024
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thank you im wishing you peace as well. im going with full suspension hanging. what method are you thinking about going with?
That's my method too, after switching from partial, but I unfortunately won't be ready until next year.

Whether you choose to go with it or not, I wish you peace.
 
PI3.14

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what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
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thank you & can i ask why next year?
I need to drop some weight before then, don't want to risk it with the only available anchor point I have. Plus, to reduce the pain.
 
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ilk

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I need to drop some weight before then, don't want to risk it with the only available anchor point I have. Plus, to reduce the pain.
okok i see. im wishing you peace then for whatever you decide
 
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Terrible_Life

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thank you im wishing you peace as well. im going with full suspension hanging. what method are you thinking about going with?
Oh thats interesting i also wanna do it with full hanging.

Did you already tied the knots and the set up is ready?

How do you feel right now? Are you little bit nervous or is the wish to finally find freedom much bigger and overshadows all these emotions like fear nervousness and anxiety?
 
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ilk

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Oh thats interesting i also wanna do it with full hanging.

Did you already tied the knots and the set up is ready?

How do you feel right now? Are you little bit nervous or is the wish to finally find freedom much bigger and overshadows all these emotions like fear nervousness and anxiety?
nope im waiting till later. i feel numb currently but i know itll hit me soon. it doesn't feel real that i actually might go through with it yk
 
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