I think I’m gonna do partial tonight

[happy?1270]

Yep leaving today I've been hoping to get out in early November for a while. I was hoping to do SN but I'm not able to get my hands on it. Soooo yea ig im here rn I don't think I'll do an update later tonight or anything so I probably won't be active here or in chat I suppose a month should do it at most for deleting my account. Ik I'm not very active or anything here but thanks so much to SS for just being here for me to use. Best of luck and peace for all you guys on here and those who went before me. I hope we get the peace everyone deserves.

 

[ImpairedLowlife]

Too many people are planning or trying CTB today. That's pretty sad, but I wish you luck whatever you decide to do.

 

[BLUE1970]

Yep leaving today I've been hoping to get out in early November for a while. I was hoping to do SN but I'm not able to get my hands on it. Soooo yea ig im here rn I don't think I'll do an update later tonight or anything so I probably won't be active here or in chat I suppose a month should do it at most for deleting my account. Ik I'm not very active or anything here but thanks so much to SS for just being here for me to use. Best of luck and peace for all you guys on here and those who went before me. I hope we get the peace everyone deserves.

If it is what you desire I wish you a safe passage. However, there really is no shame in opting out at the last moment. Sending love and respect to you whatever you decide.

Too many people are planning or trying CTB today. That's pretty sad, but I wish you luck whatever you decide to do.

I wonder if the weekend is significant time for some?

 

[ImpairedLowlife]

I wonder if the weekend is significant time for some?

Not really for me, I just fucked up some things again. It could've happened any other time.

 

[Ardesevent]

I hope you find peace.

 

[BLUE1970]

Not really for me, I just fucked up some things again. It could've happened any other time.

I wish you the most pleasant of passing then my friend...we could of been friends I am sure. Take comfort in knowing you're emotional and physical pain will soon be at an end.

 

[happy?1270]

Thank you very much everyone. It is odd that everyone is doing this at the same time. For me November is around the time my sport season starts. I also started dating my best friend in November last year. I had to make it back on the team so I could apologize to him for how I treated him around that time. I did that yesterday. I had planned to do this around this time for a while and figured earlier today nows as good as ever. Thank you all again. Wish all of you the best whatever that may be for you

 

[BLUE1970]

Thank you very much everyone. It is odd that everyone is doing this at the same time. For me November is around the time my sport season starts. I also started dating my best friend in November last year. I had to make it back on the team so I could apologize to him for how I treated him around that time. I did that yesterday. I had planned to do this around this time for a while and figured earlier today nows as good as ever. Thank you all again. Wish all of you the best whatever that may be for you

I wish you a safe and easy journey. xx Remember, it's OK to change your mind if the time does not feel right. Sending love and strength to you whatever you decide. xx I take comfort in knowing you have read my message, PMs always open. xx

 

[Meditation guide]

Wishing you peace and an easy and swift journey.

 

[happy?1270]

I backed out... I- my plan mainly revolved around going to my sports practice on the bus after disabling all of the tracking stuff on my phone and instead of coming back on the bus I tell a person I'm getting a ride back then go to a very hidden spot behind the facility to ctb. I had practiced and all day I had told myself that I was going to go but after practice I panicked and told the girl nevermind on talking to the bus driver. I panicked. I think the scariest part of it was that one since if I continued I would have no way to get back home without making a call and explaining what had happened... and I think that point in between with no return was what caused me the most trouble. I really want to try again on Monday...

 

[SadGirl]

I hope you find peace and harmony. Rest in peace, maybe we'll see you soon wherever you are.

 

[Meditation guide]

I think that point in between with no return was what caused me the most trouble.

That does sound scary. I hope you get it figured out. I'm glad you changed your mind about that.