Discussion I think I will try in another day

[fkyou]

I think I will try in another day today my anger is at the Top because I failed to go through with it

 

[Terrible_Life]

You are very brave others thought and planned everything to finally end their nightmare but never even did an attempt but instead trap themselves in overthinking but you overcame this blockade and actually went to the practical part

 

[fkyou]

You are very brave others thought and planned everything to finally end their nightmare but never even did an attempt but instead trap themselves in overthinking but you overcame this blockade and actually went to the practical part

Tomorrow is still so far tho..It's 15:00 now and I have nothing to distract me from my brain

 

[Terrible_Life]

Listen to music or watch a tv show watch something from your childhood the nostalgia will kick in and distract you.
You did partial right?
How did it feel to you the moment when the noose was strangulating the neck? Did it hurt a lot? And how did you overcome si ?

 

[fkyou]

Listen to music or watch a tv show watch something from your childhood the nostalgia will kick in and distract you.
You did partial right?
How did it feel to you the moment when the noose was strangulating the neck? Did it hurt a lot? And how did you overcome si ?

Actually as I felt the rope tightening around my neck I felt very sad and scared never wanted to go this way regarding si I'm still here so I didn't succeed
When the noose tightened I felt pressure in my head and eyes it gets worse with time
Even watching things doesn't distracte from the terrors of my brain

 

[SweetPotatoe]

Actually as I felt the rope tightening around my neck I felt very sad and scared never wanted to go this way regarding si I'm still here so I didn't succeed
When the noose tightened I felt pressure in my head and eyes it gets worse with time
Even watching things doesn't distracte from the terrors of my brain

Have you heard of the long drop?

 

[Terrible_Life]

Actually as I felt the rope tightening around my neck I felt very sad and scared never wanted to go this way regarding si I'm still here so I didn't succeed
When the noose tightened I felt pressure in my head and eyes it gets worse with time
Even watching things doesn't distracte from the terrors of my brain

I am so sorry the first sentence is exactly how i also feel about my plan to die by hanging. I feel betrayed and fooled I think then why the hell was I even born when all i did here on earth was to suffer and go from one sad moment to another. And now in the end I must organize a painful death to stop something that never had any meaning or any positive aspects….
I really wish people could choose wether they want the life they'll get or not and i'd rather never be born instead of having such a punch in the stomach painful shit life

Have you heard of the long drop?

How should he do a long drop its nearly impossible for a normal human being to do that. Yes he could tie the rope on a bridge and then put the noose on his neck and jump but wouldn't he then decapitate himself? And also isn't that much more scary than partial or normal full hanging?

 

[SweetPotatoe]

I am so sorry the first sentence is exactly how i also feel about my plan to die by hanging. I feel betrayed and fooled I think then why the hell were i even born when all i did here on earth was it to suffer and go from one sad moment to another. And now in the end I must organize a painful death to stop something that never had any meaning or any positive aspects….
I really wish people could choose wether they want the life they'll get or not and i'd rather never be born instead of having such a punch in the stomach painful shit life

How should he do a long drop its nearly impossible for a normal human being to do that. Yes he could tie the rope on a bridge and then put the noose on his neck and jump but wouldn't he then decapitate himself? And also isn't that much more scary than partial or normal full hanging?

Just from my point of view, I personally want a painless death

 

[fkyou]

I am so sorry the first sentence is exactly how i also feel about my plan to die by hanging. I feel betrayed and fooled I think then why the hell were i even born when all i did here on earth was it to suffer and go from one sad moment to another. And now in the end I must organize a painful death to stop something that never had any meaning or any positive aspects….
I really wish people could choose wether they want the life they'll get or not and i'd rather never be born instead of having such a punch in the stomach painful shit life

You worded that perfectly you feel like a fool a victim why was I even born.. something that has no meaning is a perfect description..I'm doing something against my benefit but is also painful and sad horrific and meaningless

 

[Terrible_Life]

Just from my point of view, I personally want a painless death

Then I recommend full hanging it is actually much more painless than people think. Yes for 10-15 seconds you'll feel the immense pain but then unconsciousness happens and everything ends so what are those 15 sec? Count to 15 right now and then ask yourself isn't it absolutely worth just 15 seconds of pain as a price for eternal freedom for the neutralizing of all the issues a person has.

 

[SweetPotatoe]

Then I recommend full hanging it is actually much more painless than people think. Yes for 10-15 seconds you'll feel the immense pain but then unconsciousness happens and everything ends so what are those 15 sec? Count to 15 right now and then ask yourself isn't it absolutely worth just 15 seconds of pain as a price for eternal freedom for the neutralizing of all the issues a person has.

That would require insane calculation to be unconscious in 15 sec too. I mean it's not like being choke by an MMA pro, the rope doesn't fully block blood flow. Also, full hanging was intentionally cruel to warn people.

 

[Terrible_Life]

That would require insane calculation to be unconscious in 15 sec too. I mean it's not like being choke by an MMA pro, the rope doesn't fully block blood flow. Also, full hanging was intentionally cruel to warn people.

I'm sorry but thats wrong. If you use a noose which tightens and you put it on your neck (you can even do it right now if you don't believe me) you position the noose near the chin and the knot on the back side of you neck in the middle section now pull up the rope this will make the noose compress your carotids try to count to 10 and you will be nearly gone now imagine hanging fully where theres much more force on your arteries than during the test

 

[fkyou]

I'm sorry but thats wrong. If you use a noose which tightens and you put it on your neck (you can even do it right now if you don't believe me) you position the noose near the chin and the knot on the back side of you neck in the middle section now pull up the rope this will make the noose compress your carotids try to count to 10 and you will be nearly gone now imagine hanging fully where theres much more force on your arteries than during the test

DOes placing it just below the the chin makes a difference

 

[SweetPotatoe]

I'm sorry but thats wrong. If you use a noose which tightens and you put it on your neck (you can even do it right now if you don't believe me) you position the noose near the chin and the knot on the back side of you neck in the middle section now pull up the rope this will make the noose compress your carotids try to count to 10 and you will be nearly gone now imagine hanging fully where theres much more force on your arteries than during the test

Maybe Imma try when I can, I could be wrong xd. But why not the long drop?