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pharma

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Mar 4, 2023
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Apparently in my state you don't need a gun License to purchase a firearm! I had no idea until I looked up the laws recently. GOD BLESS AMERICA! I also have a lot of money saved so I can just buy whatever the fuck I want!! I live with my parents so I still have to skirt around them, but I'm so so so happy. I, thinking of going with a .45. I was reading posts from people who survived GSW to the head and they all said it wasn't painful :D I'm so fucking happy lmfso. I just have to get my finances and will in order.
 
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ZornTheDreaded

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Oct 29, 2025
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Apparently in my state you don't need a gun License to purchase a firearm! I had no idea until I looked up the laws recently. GOD BLESS AMERICA! I also have a lot of money saved so I can just buy whatever the fuck I want!! I live with my parents so I still have to skirt around them, but I'm so so so happy. I, thinking of going with a .45. I was reading posts from people who survived GSW to the head and they all said it wasn't painful :D I'm so fucking happy lmfso. I just have to get my finances and will in order.
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'MURICA!!!

Lol. Here in grubby gloomy grim England things aren't so easy, alas...
 
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madameviolette

madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
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Meanwhile where I live the closest thing to a gun I can get my hands on :
 

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Suizid

Suizid

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Sep 17, 2025
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If i could buy a gun, i would be lowkey as happy as a kid who got a ps5.

Just a tip. If you go through with it ... do it standing in a knee deep lake at least. You don't want your life being 10x worse.
 
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cygnus1

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Nov 9, 2025
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Apparently in my state you don't need a gun License to purchase a firearm! I had no idea until I looked up the laws recently. GOD BLESS AMERICA! I also have a lot of money saved so I can just buy whatever the fuck I want!! I live with my parents so I still have to skirt around them, but I'm so so so happy. I, thinking of going with a .45. I was reading posts from people who survived GSW to the head and they all said it wasn't painful :D I'm so fucking happy lmfso. I just have to get my finances and will in order.
so, i can either wait 1 year to get one at a store or somehow make a friend but i am sadly thinking i wont be able to do this, and that 1 year is worth the wait to either talk to a friend on skids row or attempt to buy my own. i really am desperate and would do alot. i dont know if people can message me with helpful ideas but please do if theres an option on this site for that.
 
voirpoet.

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Apparently in my state you don't need a gun License to purchase a firearm! I had no idea until I looked up the laws recently. GOD BLESS AMERICA! I also have a lot of money saved so I can just buy whatever the fuck I want!! I live with my parents so I still have to skirt around them, but I'm so so so happy. I, thinking of going with a .45. I was reading posts from people who survived GSW to the head and they all said it wasn't painful :D I'm so fucking happy lmfso. I just have to get my finances and will in order.
lucky. i live in fuckass california so they make it extra hard to get your hands on one. if i had easy access to a gun i'd be gone already
 
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Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
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Just wanted to say that if I went with a .45 (with anything that isn't a shotgun, really), I'd use jacketed hollow points (also +P, I think), personally. But keep in mind that there are different types of JHP and some are more reliable than others. I'd also fire it at a range first and practice a lot to get comfortable with aiming correctly and to decrease the chance of flinching when I did it. And I'd also use blood thinners to increase the chance of catastrophic blood loss even if the GSW itself was initially non-lethal. Also, tbh I'd do it in a body of water of reasonable depth like a river or lake with a weighted vest just to be safe.

There is also the guns/firearms megathread in case you weren't aware of that; it's worth reading. I don't know which position is the best - in the mouth pointed upward at a slight angle (the goal is to hit the medulla oblongata or, failing that, the uppermost cervical vertebrae) or behind the ear.

None of this is advice, of course, and I am by no means an expert. I'm only saying what I personally would do if I used this method.
 
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