it has 3 months shy of a year and a half since i last hurt myself.
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KleinerWolf
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sorry to hear you are feeling down.
refrain from it if you can.
might be a good alternative to exert it than hurt yourself.
you are too precious and we all love you.
throw a bottle at the wall,
play a game, watch a movie, go for a run,
or perhaps have a drink or take a cold shower
if one of those things help you in the meantime.
i am homeless, i have no future. i need to express that i need to die. i didnt cut in so long because i am still in pain from cutting before. i however want to bleed now, and taste and feel it again
KleinerWolf
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but wouldn't it make it infected?
I'm so sorry you feel so awful :(
I would bring a pack of beer or a bottle of budget whiskey and come sit down, drink with you,
and talk about things
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i would like that a lot, to drink with someone .but wouldn't it make it infected?
I'm so sorry you feel so awful :(
I would bring a pack of beer or a bottle of budget whiskey and come sit down, drink with you,
and talk about things
i never got an infection that i know of from cutting. some weird scabs from burning, but no infections that i know of
KleinerWolf
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Things like self-harm, it's just not good for us.
These things people try to avoid.
but I understand why you would feel the way you do.
I would feel this way as well.
Still best to avoid though.
a lot of people are suffering,
and there are lots people who feel this way in the exact moment,
you are certainly not alone.Last edited:it feels like it. i want to die, i want people to see that i am not ok. i want them to literally hold me lovingly, not restrain me in their institutions and weak processes.
KleinerWolf
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It's amazing how getting sectioned doesn't solve a person's mental health or circumstantial problems.
Tough, isn't it?
I'm sure people are trying to help, just hard for people to know what helps one another I suppose
right, i just can't keep waiting, and as hard as i am working on myself, i cant pester people to talk to me more.
KleinerWolf
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are there people you talk to regularly?
I wonder if you have a plan of some sort,
I assume that's how people work with and get out of a less desirable situation,
(I'm not sure since I'm pretty lost in my own battle.)Last edited:i have very few people i talk to, and they mostly live in other non-english speaking countries, and i try to prioritize them. and given my homeless status, i dont see a chance for me to move anywhere.
are you ok?
KleinerWolf
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yeah things can be tough.
some obstacles here and there, I would imagine.
I'm alright.
well at least we have SS.
voice your thoughts instantly.
i would gone insane otherwise..
good luck. i hope you are alright.yeah things can be tough.
some obstacles here and there, I would imagine.
I'm alright.
well at least we have SS.
voice your thoughts instantly.
i would gone insane otherwise..
this is a really bad night for me. you make it not so bad
KleinerWolf
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thank you, it's the least I could do.
I hope you feel better.
Best of luck for you too.
