God dammit. I tried overdosing on benzos and antidepressants. I know its a nonmethod, but I was almost successful!!!!! But I had to be saved. I had to be found. If they left me just a little more I could have left in the easiest way. I had two seizures. I wouldnt have even remembered. But no. My stupid self had to talk to my roommate and then have a seizure INFRONT of my roommate!!! Which prompted an ambulance and then badabing badaboom I'm saved. Hooray. Why couldnt they just let me go? Surviving this is honestly worse than just dying. And I still have to see my ex, the one that makes me want to leave and kill myself, every single day. He even saw me in the hospital for fucks sake. I'm just so upset.. I was so close!!!
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