I suffer daily.

[qwerty]

Hi guys,
Not been doing so great these past years. How can I get N? Please pm me.
I've tried committing suicide in the past, but it has not worked many times. Something just stops me...
Anyway...
Just wanted to say hi,
Qwerty

 

[Honigwaffel]

Hi guys,
Not been doing so great these past years. How can I get N? Please pm me.
I've tried committing suicide in the past, but it has not worked many times. Something just stops me...
Anyway...
Just wanted to say hi,
Qwerty

Welcome to the forum!

I would suggest that you read through the megathread getting N from A:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/megathread-getting-n-from-a.2544/

To get in contact with A you can find his email in the PPeH (page 280 I think).

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-peaceful-pill-ehandbook-march-24-2019-revision.14416/

 

[dandan]

have you found , read about "A"

good luck

 

[qwerty]

thank you.