Misanthrope0000
Misanthrope
- Sep 8, 2024
- 111
Get your passport, go abroad, sounds easy right? No, not when you've been cursed to be in a hole in north Africa with the weakest passport ever and corrupt system, not only your own system makes it so difficult to get a passport, but you also need tons of money and luck, not to mention the racial discrimination you may face when getting your papers done.
Death? Sounds easy right? No too, not when you had a bunch of failed attempts that caused temporary disabilities, being unconscious for hours etc, you wanna throw yourself from a building? Goodluck not ending up in a wheelchair your whole life.
Why both my goals are so damn unachievable? It's like a simple request, I either wanna make it out of this hellhole or die, but both goals are so hard and I'm actually so done I really don't wanna stay in this society any longer it's driving me insane I'm seriously gonna end up in a mental hospital if I stay here.. everyone is so hateful, judgemental, instead of caring about actual struggles like poverty they're just too busy assaulting and hating innocent women, queers and anyone that doesn't look "conservative" by their standards I'm actually so done, I don't wanna get too deep into the rant about society and culture here cause I don't wanna break some rules but fuck this whole country that's all I can say
Being born here is definitely a punishment for something I may have done in some past life or something I swear I refuse to believe that I'm not being punished right now and it's so depressing knowing that I'm helpless and can't do anything to break out of this cycle but at the same time I'm an atheist and don't believe in a god or whatever but I'm serious this has to be a punishment
Death? Sounds easy right? No too, not when you had a bunch of failed attempts that caused temporary disabilities, being unconscious for hours etc, you wanna throw yourself from a building? Goodluck not ending up in a wheelchair your whole life.
Why both my goals are so damn unachievable? It's like a simple request, I either wanna make it out of this hellhole or die, but both goals are so hard and I'm actually so done I really don't wanna stay in this society any longer it's driving me insane I'm seriously gonna end up in a mental hospital if I stay here.. everyone is so hateful, judgemental, instead of caring about actual struggles like poverty they're just too busy assaulting and hating innocent women, queers and anyone that doesn't look "conservative" by their standards I'm actually so done, I don't wanna get too deep into the rant about society and culture here cause I don't wanna break some rules but fuck this whole country that's all I can say
Being born here is definitely a punishment for something I may have done in some past life or something I swear I refuse to believe that I'm not being punished right now and it's so depressing knowing that I'm helpless and can't do anything to break out of this cycle but at the same time I'm an atheist and don't believe in a god or whatever but I'm serious this has to be a punishment
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