Story I now am even more sure.

[Littlewittlelight]

Eastern world sees cbt as a coward act and people around me still make fun of a man who hanged himself and he even says he has brain damage but it doesn't matter because he is responsible and a coward according to them. Man noone cares and some people around me even say he threatened his family to take his own life and it was just a treat man this world is so ugly and he also has cut the radial or some artery in arm. Nothing deters me but this is ugly if I already feel atleast some of them will call me a coward if not all. I am sure the consequences wouldn't be same for me as this man because a young person cbt before but people sympathized in her case and the reason was age and also they think this man drink and he ruined his life and he should wage slave this is what they think so they say he is just a coward and still laugh even after 3-4 months. I just got into an argument today feels bad now it's useless to argue with these people.
I want it to change please I can't take how I am I don't know if I go today tomorrow or never I still don't but eastern world has to change how they think. Please say I am not alone who is seeing this around themself. I will have panic attacks if I have to think I am a coward for doing this.

 

[Felix007]

im very sorry to hear that people who cbt are treated this way in the eastern world. i live in the western world, where the stigma around mental health problems has been reduced in the last years. nevertheless, social isolation and loneliness are heavily stigmatized, which is my problem.. i recently saw a report on tv where they talked about how successful they have been in my country to reduce the number of suicides due to better treatment in hospital etc... however, they failed to mention that only 4-5% of suicide attempts are successful, what about the other 95% who fail their attempt?.. they have to continue to live in a world that tries to help them superficially but where they are stigmatized...
i have witnessed this first hand, when i had my first big attempt at ctb which failed and i ended up in hospital and psych ward for a week. nothing has been the same since, my family doesnt trust me anymore, my relatives act weird when i visit.... its like they give me the fault and think im weird, when in reality its the world we live in thats fucked up...
so yeah, i guess mental health and ctb is not as stigmatized in the west as much as in the east (i also think this has to do with the east being much more religious than the secular west, because religious people see life as a gift from god and if you end it youre a bad human being... correct me if im wrong)...
but still ctb, social isolation, loneliness etc are still very stigmatized. only change i see is that depression and burnout are accepted now...

you are not a coward for wanting to ctb and doing it (im not encouraging it)... this world is fucked up.
i wouldnt hang myself because it can go wrong (as you said) and then you really are fucked if you are in a "vegetative" state for the rest of your life....

 

[makethepainstop]

This is why one must study their preferred method of departure, there can be no room for even the slightest error.The only thing worse than living an unwanted life, is a botched attempt to end it. Much love to all here.

 

[Littlewittlelight]

This is why one must study their preferred method of departure, there can be no room for even the slightest error.The only thing worse than living an unwanted life, is a botched attempt to end it. Much love to all here.

I know I got my method THC fellow it just hurt me more today but yeah that is the only thing if I try then there is no way I should walk away from it anyhow because seeing the condition I wouldn't be able to live without guilt although I know it would change the perspective of some people in my family they would take it more seriously they are caring but they think everything can be talked about and solved which is wrong yeah but anyway noone us can risk failing a attempt anymore.

im very sorry to hear that people who cbt are treated this way in the eastern world. i live in the western world, where the stigma around mental health problems has been reduced in the last years. nevertheless, social isolation and loneliness are heavily stigmatized, which is my problem.. i recently saw a report on tv where they talked about how successful they have been in my country to reduce the number of suicides due to better treatment in hospital etc... however, they failed to mention that only 4-5% of suicide attempts are successful, what about the other 95% who fail their attempt?.. they have to continue to live in a world that tries to help them superficially but where they are stigmatized...
i have witnessed this first hand, when i had my first big attempt at ctb which failed and i ended up in hospital and psych ward for a week. nothing has been the same since, my family doesnt trust me anymore, my relatives act weird when i visit.... its like they give me the fault and think im weird, when in reality its the world we live in thats fucked up...
so yeah, i guess mental health and ctb is not as stigmatized in the west as much as in the east (i also think this has to do with the east being much more religious than the secular west, because religious people see life as a gift from god and if you end it youre a bad human being... correct me if im wrong)...
but still ctb, social isolation, loneliness etc are still very stigmatized. only change i see is that depression and burnout are accepted now...

you are not a coward for wanting to ctb and doing it (im not encouraging it)... this world is fucked up.
i wouldnt hang myself because it can go wrong (as you said) and then you really are fucked if you are in a "vegetative" state for the rest of your life....

No you are completely right I just felt hurt but now I feel okay it doesn't matter all I need to do is make sure there is no chance of failing and I am aware of people ending up vegitable and everything I just felt bad yeah and no you can't say people understand depression. Actually they don't understand anything but I won't say all of them don't, the new generation does but humans are still fucked up and hypocrite for thinking this way here. I know how bad they would feel if it happens in their family that's how they see things more here. They mostly understand when it happens to them and yeah they are so religious ctb is out of option for them except for the people who cbt here and who are considering they would mostly be blamed. I know I was a little wrong there would be like 5% or 10% who would understand but again I even have seen people make fun which is disgusting rest that was just hurtful. There would surely be something and a most of the eastern world is living this way. I can care less if I go I just go I got my SN.
Ik noone encourages it thank you for yours word I was just sharing how much it hurt for a while but I grew up around here so I just know the ways of this eastern world I got my SN I don't care about the world anymore. People who need to worry they can care I am out.

 

[Amnesiaisalloverme]

im very sorry to hear that people who cbt are treated this way in the eastern world. i live in the western world, where the stigma around mental health problems has been reduced in the last years. nevertheless, social isolation and loneliness are heavily stigmatized, which is my problem.. i recently saw a report on tv where they talked about how successful they have been in my country to reduce the number of suicides due to better treatment in hospital etc... however, they failed to mention that only 4-5% of suicide attempts are successful, what about the other 95% who fail their attempt?.. they have to continue to live in a world that tries to help them superficially but where they are stigmatized...
i have witnessed this first hand, when i had my first big attempt at ctb which failed and i ended up in hospital and psych ward for a week. nothing has been the same since, my family doesnt trust me anymore, my relatives act weird when i visit.... its like they give me the fault and think im weird, when in reality its the world we live in thats fucked up...
so yeah, i guess mental health and ctb is not as stigmatized in the west as much as in the east (i also think this has to do with the east being much more religious than the secular west, because religious people see life as a gift from god and if you end it youre a bad human being... correct me if im wrong)...
but still ctb, social isolation, loneliness etc are still very stigmatized. only change i see is that depression and burnout are accepted now...

you are not a coward for wanting to ctb and doing it (im not encouraging it)... this world is fucked up.
i wouldnt hang myself because it can go wrong (as you said) and then you really are fucked if you are in a "vegetative" state for the rest of your life....

Do u mind me asking what method you used? Kindly coz im going to ctb n im worried if i fail coz i also live in east and so much stigma here for the survivor of suicide.

 

[Felix007]

Do u mind me asking what method you used? Kindly coz im going to ctb n im worried if i fail coz i also live in east and so much stigma here for the survivor of suicide.

It was an impulsive attempt, i used caffeine powder and spent a week on the psych ward… horrible experience

 

[Amnesiaisalloverme]

It was an impulsive attempt, i used caffeine powder and spent a week on the psych ward… horrible experience

Pray for the success of my ctb attempt with sn . I live with my family in a one room apartment n they barely leaves me alone so i m afraid.

 

[Felix007]

Pray for the success of my ctb attempt with sn . I live with my family in a one room apartment n they barely leaves me alone so i m afraid.

Fuck, sorry to hear that!

 

[Sad_Sack]

Eastern world sees cbt as a coward act and people around me still make fun of a man who hanged himself and he even says he has brain damage but it doesn't matter because he is responsible and a coward according to them. Man noone cares and some people around me even say he threatened his family to take his own life and it was just a treat man this world is so ugly and he also has cut the radial or some artery in arm. Nothing deters me but this is ugly if I already feel atleast some of them will call me a coward if not all. I am sure the consequences wouldn't be same for me as this man because a young person cbt before but people sympathized in her case and the reason was age and also they think this man drink and he ruined his life and he should wage slave this is what they think so they say he is just a coward and still laugh even after 3-4 months. I just got into an argument today feels bad now it's useless to argue with these people.
I want it to change please I can't take how I am I don't know if I go today tomorrow or never I still don't but eastern world has to change how they think. Please say I am not alone who is seeing this around themself. I will have panic attacks if I have to think I am a coward for doing this.

I don't see how people can truly believe suicide is cowardly. Its hard as hell and only illustrates just how much a person was suffering to be able to actually end their lives. Here in the USA you hear a lot of the same crap. That suicide is a cowards way out. I think in part that talk like that is meant to deter people from suicide through peer pressure, fear of being conceived as a coward. People need to put themselves into the shoes of someone who killed themselves and think, what degree of suffering could bring me to end my own life. They should realise the suffering was immense and gain some respect for the person as they were dealing with something truly horribke.