dantexxnfrn
Member
- Jun 20, 2023
- 7
i am so tired. my mom and dad abuse me mentally since i was a child. my best friend took her own life when i was 13. i have only one friend. years ago when i was ten i had to convince 24 year olds to not commit suicide. my mom calls me lost cause and useless just because i miss a day at school. i have no one to open up to, i have no job, no money, i live in a small city. the doctors won't even diagnose me with autism and ptsd because of my mom that says that im completely normal. i want to suffer more, i want to feel valid, to feel like i really have a reason to want to end my life. everytime i see someone talking about their traumas i feel like it's not fair because they're so nice and i should be the one suffering because I'm so disgusting and lazy. i want to suffer more, i need to suffer more to the point that i finally have the courage to end my life.
