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maidens

maidens

" more dead than alive, I endure it "
Aug 27, 2023
143
this is fucking ridiculous this is ridiculous I'm so miserable and so so so so so so so ridiculously misfortunate I genuinely can't help but laugh
WHY is it me why am I the one who always misses out on every opportunity why does NOTHING go right for me ever why does something always always always always always always always always go wrong without exaggerating something will ALWAYS go wrong for me no matter what something will make sure I can't be genuinely happy
there is nobody worth living for there is nothing worth living for there is nothing that could make me want to live this miserable miserable comically miserable life everyone who tells me to live is a selfish piece of shit

I have a good ctb method, I need to go through with it I can't take it anymore why is it me me me me me me me me why am I the one who has to go through all of this I can't stop crying
 
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Not a Cylon

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Jun 27, 2024
51
Hi! I just wanted to let you I read your post, please know my heart hurts for you. I see your pain and suffering and I'm sorry you're struggling with this. Let the tears flow, I know it's exhausting and while I'm just a fellow traveler on this rock in space, I encourage you to scream it out. I hope letting your body release what it wants to release brings you some comfort and you find some clarity.
 

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